drifting...

today was the only day this whole break that i haven't stepped outside the house. i was planning for a whole week of staying at home, well that went well...so busy. haven't caught up on much stuff, well i have, just haven't studied anything/nothing sinking in.

i feel like i'm drifting. like i always find things out second hand. Also being invited to stuff. i know some things are trivial,  and some things I probs couldn't have gone anyways, but still...yeah, it's kind of =/ it's the thought that counts. so then i pretend i don't know since they wouldn't know if i knew. ok, i would say more, but it'd probs be too deep for blogging purposes...

then like church...people moving to different services, some people possibly moving churches because of work/relationships, etc...people who i grew up with...like my leaders have all either gone to missionary work overseas/moved overseas/married and moved churches. oh also, i would have love to gone to gilgandra mission trip this long weekend, but then i had a dance eisteddfod yday morning, and then stuff also came up on sat, so even if i didn't pull out a few months ago, i would've had to. there were quite a few meetings this year, at around lunchtime on sunday, and service for me starts at 5pm, so it was an awkward time. next year i'll go again.

what is this, the additional buses in the arvo don't come tmr, but on wed...? and lecturers put up notes today, i was hoping to read them in adv...

i feel sick from eating and not moving all day. there goes my "clean eating". i really want a juicer, well we have a blender, but apparently the heat the blades emit (even though it's a tiny bit) kills the enzymes of the fruits and veggies.

hmmmm....