just re-watched prefect vid because it was sooo cool (:

having doubts about jersey names. should i do mon Elisa or mon ELISA or just Elisa for the front? hmmmmmmmmm. must decide before tomorrow...

and my mum bought some inkjoys today!!!!!!!!! they ARE smooth and start up straight away. don't have any hw that involves pens, so i was just scribbling around for fun (: i just don't like how they are triangular. all the nicer ones were sold out ))):

oh, and i chose tutoring over dancing, cos i can do dance again next year, but you can't do tutoring again next year...

AND ANOTHER NEW PERSON IN THE YEAR!!! AND HER BIRTHDAY IS TODAY AND SHE IS ONLY 15!!!! you only have less than 3 terms of school, like 2.5 cos .5 of a term in total is all exams. why change now? and i never knew they still accepted people when it's term 2, like they still have a reserve list? i wouldn't go change schools halfway through the year. and threeeeeeeee years (well 2.5 years) younger than me! i mean you have to be a genious to skip 2/3 years of school. and to be able to go into yr 12 when you're only 15. and she looked korean.

AND I AM OFFICIALLY STUCK WITH EXT 2. i have like general "four sections" they are:
- some people are aware of animals' feelings
- inequality of animals' living habitat/lives
- reliance on animals for therapy/human-animal interaction partnership

I NEED A FOURTH IDEA OR ELSE I WILL BE STUCK FOREVERRRRRRRR. helppp

i know why i was so excited about today. but now not ):

my mum went to go officeworks to buy some inkjoys, but they were all sold out ))))))))))))): i've been everywhhhhhhhhherrreee.
somehow, people were like "i got them from coles/kmart" and i have been there, but when i go, they don't sell it ): not even at the newsagency or on ebay. ):
but thanks joanna (who i don't think reads this) for suggesting something cheaper than buying portable speakers for my car (: my car is too old and doesn't have bluetooth ): my dad wanted me to guy an in car system thing with gps/dvd/game/bluetooth/cd etc, the lot, like our big car, except as if i'll ever watch a movie while driving to school...? and my car is old, so i think it's pointless spending money on that type of stuff, so i forced him NOT to buy it.

DO YOU KNOW WHAT I REALLY NEED!!!???? i need someone to document my life. well, a personal photographer. like swimming carnival, i want someone to help take photos cause i will be all wet ):

on holidays my mum wait no my dad is my personal photographer (: (i have a touch camera and my mum still doesn't know how to use it after like 3 years..., i mean it's TOUCH it's self-explanotry, you just touch it and it will appear, but i can't really blame her since she still can't use her touch phone == after like a month....)

this is such a small world!!! same person, same maths tutor (well ex-tutor for me), he is the same one hour before me, same day we get tutored, same school, now same english tutor. go figure.

the prefect video was soooooooooo good. better than last years ( not that i remembered much...)

how do people fit in time to study if they sleep early?

i can't wait for tomorrow. i don't know why. and i can't wait for jerseys to come, which means i should wear my blazer more.

i like this photo:

it's actually a macbook pro and phone in front of on iMac (which isn't mine....i'm not rich k.)

i remembered what i was going to say!!!! i found out yesterday, that when the brightness is set low on the laptop, and you turn on a light next to it, the laptop automatically reacts and becomes brighter to suit your need!!!!

ok that was kind of hard to explain....

such an unproductive day of googling unproductive stuff...

dancing or tutoring?

someone reallly should write worked solutions for maths. seriously.

slept at 1.30am past 2 nights and woke up past 10. not good not good not good not good not good.

using internet at someone's house (:

why are my days so non-productive. i'm scarred.

still haven't decided to keep dancing or do tutoring which i have "lined up" for and the available time doesn't match my times...i'm really scared of HSC fat gain cause then i won't be able to fit into my formal dress and also i won't have any exercise, not even walking...i guess i could go swimming....but swimming is really time consuming since i have to wash stuff afterwards....and i've become lazy over the past few months... it's like how i'm too lazy to read question for section one and guess. i only read questions which are max 3 sentences. at least i get them right (:

soooo much fooooood for dinner. makes me fat ): but i love oyster and salmon which is fresh from fish market!

woke up late but still tired ):

ahhh english. i don't want to send it in. i ALREADY know what bad things she's going to say. like, i am my own critic. i can write a list of bad things i know i did and she will defs complete that list.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

LAST EVER SCHOOL PHOTOS+MUCK UP

how sad, last time ever having school photos. i decided i buy everything since it would be the last photos i would get form school...almost 60 bucks.

I GOT TO STAND UP TODAY IN THE 2 GRADE PHOTOS. my first and last time. whole grade photo i stood on the silver things, split grade photo i was standing on the ground (on the edge... ): ) last time i will ever stand. i think in like 10 years time, i'll miss grade photos. i'm actually not that short. taller in baulko than girra. i'm just under middle height (:

they took foreverrr....cutting into English...which is much needed cause i don't even know what we're doing with this module.

THEY SHOULD HAVE GIVEN US MORE TIME FOR MUCK UP! twas super rushed...didn't even see everyone's stuff...i think i was blocked in the muck up photo ):i wanted to take more photos...
people's costumes were soooo good! i think my favourite was the guys who swapped shirts for pants and had a fake head clipped to their shirts which they used for pants. cheap, easy, non-time consuming. other good ones i think were people who were "jacked in the box" it was so smart. the lego ones looked really good. and the pool ones! such a waste to cut up a pool, but that's funny. and the aboriginal ones....haha they looked legit since they were al curry and used sunscreen as paint....the tetris block were massiveee...

i went as a barbie fairy (: everything i had/wore was from primary (: i just really wanted to use my fairy wings (: i'm kind of glad i didn't spend money/ effort into the costume since there wasn't enough time for people to look at other people's costumes and it was rainy. so if i made card board cut outs, they would have been ruined...

if i had a million hours to work on it, i would totally go as something from disney!!!!! the disney princesses looked so pretty (:

MINI DILEMMA: quit dancing for tutoring or don't do tutoring and keep dancing :S help!!!!!!!!!!
i think people's opinions are important. 


my adv/ext 1 and esp ext2 is going to get thrasheed by my teachers. like no joke. i know the outcome 
when i don't edit stuff


i got up at 6.30 today!!! earliest time i have got up and not fallen back asleep this year!!!!

yay, i feel happy for my brother. he got into accelerated geography (: had his first morning class today (hahahaha...he has morning classes in yr 10!) i still find it funny how his whole grade did 1/4 of the school cert...

why must tomorrow be rainy? it makes things more difficult.

i hate writers block. i'll be like "i forgot to print my draft..."

and when my mum went over to friends house, they came back from Japan and gave us a bag of goodies!!! more than i expected. there were these peas and chocolate that are iconic of Japan (cause our tour guy said so when we went) and they are so yum! except there's no wasabi in them so it feels like they have cut back on costs....or maybe they just bought un-wasabied ones....
and there's BLUEBERRY CHEESECAKE, APPLE AND WASABI FLAVOURED KIT KATS!!!. i love jap lollies/oversea lollies. and those dry salty scallop...yum!!! i should tell rels to bring them over in May...

and the McOz, i thought the height would be like a grand angus height...except it's sooooo tiny/short, like shorter than a McChicken and it has more stuff than it...=/ more misleading than normal

hope i can wake up on time tomorrow =/ i'm kind of glad i didn't make cardboard costumes cause i can't think of a way to bring them without getting them wet...

I HAD A REAL NIGHTMARE THIS MORNING D=

no jokes. i am actually not lying about this, even though it may seem bizarre.

i woke up at 8:15am this morning.



... i actually had a heart attack.

i've NEVER EVER BEEN LATE TO SCHOOL. except for when i'm on the bus back in girra...

here's the story:
i just woke up and then it was unusually quite in my house. i looked at my alarm and i thought it was wrong. i so went into the bathroom and IT WAS ALREADY 8:15!!!. so i mentally swore and got out of the house in 3mins. no breakfast/lunch/fruit. only water.

thing is, dad went on a business trip so mum slept in, bro slept in and i slept in. i thought my mum and bro already left the house and didn't bother waking me up. i can sleep through 10 alarms if i wanted to..you get the idea....

if it was a nice sunny day, i would have made it on time. but no, it just had to be a Wednesday (i think school starts early on wed), rainy, trafficy and sooooooo many cars. traffic lights hates me when i'm in a rush. couldn't even speed if you wanted to. it was that bad.

now i have a gay roll call teacher who doesn't mark you off even if you just arrive on the bell, that's why i like my old roll call teacher cos she's also late.

i hope they mark me off as bus late cause there were 2 buses late and a million kids in the office so they got everyone to put their names on a list. pleeeease don't check what buses we catch/ where we live....i don't want a non 100% attendance rate.

my bro got to school half an hour late. like distance wise, our house is in the middle of our two schools, except his side has more traffic, even though it's not even in the direction of city/cbd.

i nearly cried in the car cause i was late and there was nothing i could do. AND all the kids mums parked there cars to buy uniforms, so i had to park EVEN FURTHER THAN NORMAL.

so if it was a normal day, i would have made it on time. unfortunately it wasn't.

people already dirtied the new study room ): and they put in a sign to say they have ccv, except there's actually no cameras yet, haha..

i shall go as some fairy character in barbie (: the sunset was really pretty today. light pink (: looked really cool through our blind things. but i was ceebs taking a photo.

i wish ext2 was this easy as blogging where i could keep on ranting about my day/ morning when i had a heart attack (its a metaphorical real heart attack, if that makes sense)

NEVER EVER DOING THAT AGAIN. SO TONIGHT I AM GOING TO TRY EVER SO HARD SLEEP AT 10:30 OR BEFORE.