HSC Jap Speaking and last middle of trials weekend update

SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED! i don't think i will bother recounting/don't have time.

main reason why i haven't been blogging is that i've been too depressed thinking about my atar/still not getting binomial/screwing up trials, and watching way too much olympics especially rhythmic gymnastics. i love it since it's like ballet but 100% more flexible, ribbon is my fav. they're also much skinnier than the typical artistic gymnast since they don't have to use a lot of muscle...i miss gymnastics...

so,
japanese speaking is one of those "life" experiences as a HSC students. my heart still pounds after the exam. it's so intense since you have to wait through different processes. i think i may have contradicted myself, except i hope i uncontradicted myself after...so glad i didn't get the jap man cause apparently he was really hard, got a jap woman which is good in a way cause they make the convo sound more authentic. well, that was 20 marks max gone which took 2.5 hours (you actually speak for 10mins)
another 20% of a HSC exam completed.
surprised at the variety of people who do jap, there were heaps of aussies and also curries. like the person in front of me was white, and the person behind me was a curry.

i've been reading sooooo much SMH london section. the jokes they have about the British are soooo funny. would share them but i feel so screwed. i was last minute hoping that reading newpaper would improve my improvisation when writing essays and improve exp problems a bit...i wonder if ext teachers allow for people to change from 3rd person to 1st person...or would they consider you stupid since you can't tell the difference....

2011 HSC 3U Maths WAS MIND BLOWING. i couldn't do half of it without looking at answers, which shows how screwed i am. the trial '11 was hard, but the hsc was even harder, yes i do agree with last year's yr 12 that the paper was really hard. my raw score would probs be 50%. even after looking at answers, it takes me a while to work out whats happening.

i know i won't be able to do the whole 3U paper, so i'm trying to focus more on phys, except i can't cram, so i just hope it "comes to me" in the exam.

my mum is more excited about my birthday than i am. i love birthdays, except i just feel so ceebs about this time.

</3 that mitchell from aus didn't make it to finals for diving, and it was his last dive that cost him his place, which is ironic since that last dive was that one in beijing which won him gold. i don't really care about hooker not being able to pole vault, be it also does suck to not jump once in a final.

what is more tiring: 50km walk, 10km swim, 42km marathon or triathlon? i don't think i even walk 50km in a half a month.

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