i don't know anything for tomorrow.
i'm going to have a cry.
lol jks
need to hardcore full cram in less than 3hours )))))))):

2U was easy
FOR SMART PEOPLE

and unfortunately i'm not one of them and i skipped questions, so there goes above average...
so i screwed it. and 2U was, i guess, "easier than expected" which means 3U is suppppppppppperrrrr hard, that's just how it is ):
i bet its gonna be super long as well ):
and i suck at 3U more than 2U )))))):

heaps of people are going to get 100%.

and the last question i have done before, except it was worth heappps less in today's paper than in the paper that i found it in.

how am i going to memorise 4 essays next year?
when i can only memorise one-ish

i still have 3more available hours to memorise D=

hope my hand doesn't die...

shouldn't have gone to school for chem today and dancing and i would have 4.5+ more hours to study instead of panicking, which i am currently am while typing this.

but

it was the last prac for my high school chemistry life and it was quite cool (:
also, the teacher bought a little cake from woolies for a guys birthday and it was part of the "one week early end of chem party" but we had nothing to eat it with =/
and they put two matches as candles, which made my day (:
and
dancing is like the only thing which keeps me kinda fit

i don't know anything ):

we have over 15 packets of chips/biscuits.

so i was gonna bring a packet tomorrow, but i realised no-one would be there tomorrow.

i am epicly screwed.

like no joke D=

there is no way i can write 1111 words + thinking time in 40mins, yet i don't know what to cut out ):
usually the teacher crosses a quarter of the essay out but this time she added more stuff to it, so i really don't know what to cut ):

we had our chinese mid-year dinner thing today instead of mon, cos i'm busy on mon, and now i am fat ):

there is another party going on behind and to the right of my house, with loud music ):

i haven't touched phys or jap today ):
spent so much time eating ):

Last-ish day of yr11

sub phys, jap and eng, the day before exams.

soo scared that my eng teacher wasn't going to be here, and she wasn't, but finally got my essay back. something to work from (:

and sorry bitter for asking stupid questions in phys, shows how much i have studied-zilch.

and maths is still so troublesome ):

it's the thought that counts (: i used to always write that in cards no matter if the present is big/small/expensive/cheap/person likes it/ person doesn't like it
i mean it's true when you think about it.

stupid eye making me cancel P's test and also wasting study time driving there for another check-up ):

also disobeyed my dentist and had nuts today. i mean, who can resist microwavable peanuts in a bag?

today felt like a holiday.

i woke up realllly late and missed brekkie, which is not good coz if i woke up normal time then i could have had 3.5hrs more to study

i'm going to fail maths, even though i'm putting effort into it. i just don't get it when there's no worked solutions ):

and i realised today how incomplete my phys notes are after going through just one past paper.
and i wanted to work on eng today, but woke late so didn't work on it ):

my dance teachers has free tix to watch footloose in the cinemas. except it's on my mum's bday and the day before my last exam ):
and that last exam i am not going to study until after 3U maths.

and i am ever so screwed for everything else, even though i have 2-3 less subjects than everyone else

my mum went to fine food today again and since it was the last day, instead of giving out samples they gave out whole packets of food (:
this time mum got more drinks than deserts. and now we have heaps of random lollies and biscuits. but some are really nice brands like the qantas plane cookies <3
and also, my mum saw Adriano Zumbo, kinda jelly....

i think my main priority is maths, because all the stuff you learn continues until when we leave school. and then english is next important.
and my effort for phys is nowhere as much as effort as i would like to put in. maybe it's because only 99% won't appear in the hsc exam.
jap is like maths :S i WISH to be above average.
i should shut up now and do some study.