the look of diapprovement/disappointment from your english ext teacher is :'(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

i'll just go and cry in my corner now.








well i thought ext was one of my "better" subjects.
turns out it was the worst.
i'm pretty sure my mark lowered our class average, because i'm an outlier.

which means adv will be the worst of the worst. and i know i will be the person who got 5/15 for reading task. i'm prepared for it.

i have pretty much bottomed the class for everything ): pleaseeeee guys, be happy happy with above average. i'm pretty sure there are others like me who wished we were above average. it DOES actually feel bad when people got above average and/or 90%+ say they failed/or got reallyreally bad.
i silently and mentally cringe and sulk when i think about how i went.

i wished i was one the those new people who owned everyone else. well i'm not, unlike the other new people.
for example, back at girra a few years ago, this girl came from blacktown girls and then moved to girra and owned us in jap and then now goes to ruse.
i wish i was that type of person, but i can't wish what i don't have.

i hope that English tutor has room for me. please. i need it.




it always pores just when school ends.