trials

we started james today at bible study, apparently we did it 3/4 years ago, except i have a bad memory and don't remember.

basically in the first part, it talked about trials. so what are trials?
- in less than three weeks ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, so not prepared

- they help you to prepare and reflect on how you can progress in life
- they give you an aim to study for, and not just study for no purpose
- God gives wisdom in trials, for those who have faith
and we talked about how hsc isn't the end of the world etcetc...

i know so many people who've gotten interviews for cadetships/business related schlorships and they've gotten in, which makes it sound like it's easy, but obviously it's not. the idea behind cadetships is good, except i'm not really into business so didn't apply for any...but my friend got into this uts accounting course, it's not a cadetship, but you get frikken $15000 per year, and the year after you get more...even faculty scholarships at usyd and stuff are only $6000 per year...

nooo. my envisaged date next month for 18th has been taken by person from old school. (awks because i wasn't planning to invite her...) but it's not the same without some people who may be going to her thing...and i don't really want it on sunday night....maybe i should still just stick with that date...idk...maybe i should shut up now and attempt to do some umat.
oh, i experienced the site crashing today, ultimate lagggggggggggg for over an hour.