Last Winter High School Holiday

i've gotten 10hrs of sleep each night, which means over 14x2 hours of study wasted, which is over a day ): i hope i've caught up on ALL my sleep before trials.

i feel like i've done nothing these holidays, but when you try to think optimistically like the talks people do when they come to school, i guess i have done stuff.

lms crashing =/ oh wells. i think umat is 45% luck. like really, when you're caught between 2 really close answers, well you need to be lucky to guess the right one, and if you guess correct answers when you run out of time, and when you have no idea and guess the correct answer and then it's about luck since it depends on how you feel on the day etcetc. and i am a very "unlucky" person. the only thing i've won in a raffle (in my whole life so far that i can recall right now) is this blinky bill puzzle from cbrook shops like 10 years ago before they renovated the whole shop. i still have the puzzle and a photo (:

but i still feel really screwed.
for everything.
already.
):