don't want tomorrow to come.

i am soooo scared i am going to get band 3, and then when i bump into my teacher tomorrow he'll be like "how did you go" and i'll be like.....awks...
i say to myself i will do better in other subjects, but what if i don't?! then my atar....
wow, no Ruse first places this year. and the people who topped maths seem to have non-asian last names....impressed.

and the girl who topped chem, i kind of know her, friend of a friend... she is sooo smart. she did accelerated 4U maths. so she did her 4U hsc in yr 11 :O well that's what i heard.... and i'm surprised chem was tied first. which means chem was easy to other people.....? and the person who came first in geo is also a friend of a friend except i haven't seen her in real life...

maths is already hard....but accelerated maths is like super wowow....

mainly most of the people who are first placed come from private schools.
baulko has two first places (:
except first places doesn't mean that school is good, cos i bet ruse is still ranked first since everyone is supppper smart there. it's kind of sad how some superr smart people can't do 4U maths....
it would be a miracle if i ever got a state rank.
i want to read and see the first places for ext2 and va.

also, viva voce tomorrow ):
concept is still not clear. :'( probs cos i've only done minimal amounts of research...

i wasn't alone in any of my classes today. only ext 1 with my friend and i, kind of felt like...private tutoring...?

but i hope to have present tomorrow (:

and my bro's report came in the mail today. should have opened it when i had the chance since he won't let me look at it...
they come in the mail because the boys apparently photoshop/burn/destroy their reports so their prents can't see...

time to clear up my concept in less than 3 hours...