i am internally freaking out. many reasons, no time to explain.
i knew i would come last in the class for phys. that was expected.
i miss the times where i got above average for jap and get 99% for report mark.

i hate how you have to be good at English and write good English to get your marks in jap.

there's never time to relax on a weekday ):
examsexamsexamssss arghhhhhhhh. i'm scared, really really really scared. scared just thinking about it....

but,
i made paint today in chem (((:

i wished i had a better memory.