silver or gold?

no i'm not talking about the elements or the jewellery or money.

i'm talking about:

duke of ed.
ahhh another of my mini dilemmas. i've had so many i've forgotten what i worried about before...
anyways, so i have the opportunity to do silver/gold this year unlike last year where the teachers were like "go do it yourselves". so it sucks this year coz i've basically quite everything apart from dancing which makes skill and service harder. and you have to do everything for at least 6months which all i think about is  that its sooooo time consuming. i cant afford an hour of volunteer work each week ):
but if i do gold, which is superrrrrrrrrrrrrr time consuming, and finish it before hsc, maybe i'll get bonus atar points-well that's what i've heard.

but i'm fat and lazy nowadays so probs do silver.
ahhhh but this year they don't provide you with anything )))))))))))))))))))))))))):
well i have my rucksack and sleeping stuff. i can use my bro's cadet cooking equipment which is a bit lighter than the one's i used for bronze. but what to do with the tent??????

i think i'm lonerised since everyone is like cbb to silver. no one to share a tent which means i might have to carry an  extra 2kgs. and i don't want to buy a two person tent. it's soo useless when i go camping with my family. we have a 12 person tent so it's completely pointless having a two person tent.

and the dates i can go are only in winter ))))))))))))))))))))))): the other good dates clash with half yearlys and yr 12 stuff. )))))): which means i'll be freezing my ass off.

so i don't know if i should do duke of ed. too many troubles, but i want to accomplish something....

idk, i shouldn't write this much, time consuming.....but i've somehow rambled to 1400 words for my practise eassy. as if i'll be able to write that in 40mins, well i'll leave it up to the teacher cross out unnecessary stuff coz i cbb.

and my brother is on camp for THE WHOLE WEEK THIS WEEK. YAYYYY!!!!! PEACE TO STUDY IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they're so lucky. they have a camp every year except for yr10 (i think)

omg. one more thing. i took 3 buses to get home today ==. stupid bus was late which meant i missed my other bus. butttt, i caught one of those metrobuses yayy (: they're the same as hillsbuses but cleaner. and then i took a random school bus that goes to the road outsidish my house. i don't know of you're allowed to do that but im a school student going on a school bus rite? so i got home 5 mins later than normal which is much better and faster than waiting at towers to pick me up from ewood.

damn, typed more than i allowed for in terms of time...