chem and hw overload

first of all i would like to say that yr 12 chemistry is crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

there is so much content to learn.

for example, last year for yr11, for the whole course, i wrote out 32 pages of handwritten notes + diagrams. that is i fitted ALL four topics into 32 pages handwritten. amazing right? and it wasn't that squished. and also i did relatively well with them so they, well i guess, they contained everything.

and year 12.

32 frikken pages for 1.75 topics. this is ridiculous. after 4 topics im going to have 100+pages which i have never done before. and as i'm reading more stuff, i realise that i have left out stuff. and these notes are really really squished compared to my yr11 notes.

sooo much content and i think they are much harder than yr11 (well obviously, but harder than i though). i don't think i can memorise 32 pages in 2 weeks. im going to cry :'(

ok not really, but i kind of do.

and i have 8 things to do over the weekend and all of them are lengthy tasks )))))):

i do and i don't look forward to weekends now.