yuck blazers. green blazers.
well it's the "in" thing now.
so i guess i should wear it but =/

independent papers are weird.
why does no one know what a lithium cell looks like?

stupid english.

i used to never copy other people's work. 

now due to time constraints, i have no choice ):

well the other choice is not doing it. but then some teachers actually collect hw ==

i always thought in senior years they give you more "freedom" in doing hw. obviously i thought wrong.

between yesterday and this morning, some people cam and installed the new electricity meter for our solar panels. it's much cooler than the normal electricity meter.

so yay for more solar power! 

last bowling today ): 

i think it's kinda sad. and i fully unimproved from last week.

bowling was fun. (:

and this whole term i didn't get 100 ))): i really do suck.

and it's impossible to study during bowling.

i think i may have overwritten notes in extension because i am currently compiling points and there's too much to re-read and pick from. and its all over the place ):
extension essays sound easier, but idk.....
i wasted too much time thinking. i like it and hate it at the same time.

im really scared.
no need to say more.

i am calibrating my laptop battery so now i have 40mins left...
apparently it prolongs the battery life, idk
speaking of batteries, i am currently squinting at a lithium cell diagram
anyways..

i'm allowed to take next monday off, which means study time for chem (:
BUT

this means:
it might show on my report that i took a half day off or something even if it was authorised
i'll miss out on eng. ext which is kinda critical coz i don't get what we have to write
miss a physics double which means lots of work to catch up on
miss eng double, well nothing bad about that (:
and i'll miss jap which is kind of critical

so i don't know.
another of my mini-dilemmas.

we had a guess speaker today for 3pm.
it was pretty cool cos she and her husband works in the prison ministry and she used flowers and made a really pretty flower arrangement based on love, joy, peace.
the stories of how drug addicts etc became Christians was quite interesting.

i don't really care who wins the election.
i don't really care if i used my laptop and desk lamp during earth hour (the other lights were off though)
i don't care about my maths/physics/english hw.


i really care about chemistry.

:'(

solar panels

apparently the guys came to our house today and installed the solar panel things. i would totally take a pic of it but it's at the back of the house so i can't see them ): i asked my dad how would you know they put the correct number of panels and he said google maps-lol. so i wonder how often they update their maps...

i think when its mufti, everyone including teachers are like ceebs. in 3 periods of maths, we did literally like 7 questions. what an unproductive maths class. and in jap, ppl were doing more maths/ folding paper cranes.

i'm soooo devo i didn't find any tokens. maybe next year i'll go on a "toilet break" after period 1 so i can find something before all the yr7's do. i love easter egg hunts (: someone should have a easter /birthday party. and the chopstick race turned into a running race =/

soooo screwed for chem arghhhrararara.
ppl in chem today were playing soccer inside the lab and trying to make obstacles ==
which means everyone already knows everything unlike me ): they are playing while i'm struggling with pH.

i can't do the phys questions either ):

awkward animals

-awkward turtles
-2 awkward turtles (or awkward baby turtles)
-awkward salmon
-awkward gecko
-awkward caterpillar
-awkward jellyfish
-awkward starfish

i may have missed some but those are the ones i know.


i hate this. i've learnt stuff and i've forgotten how to do them ): and they seem relatively easy and i bet with logic they are super simple.
but my logic fails me. not only in maths.

ahhhhh. so sad today. i was three pins from a perfect score of a hundred. THREEEEEEEEEEEE )))): if i got a spare in my last turn and had the extra turn at the end, i could have gotten 100+. but no. that did not happen. three pins away......
i more week of bowling left. i'm kinda sad.

i hate how one name/thing can have three other names AND they're not abbreviations.
for example, i was just reading:
-polystyrene, styrene, ethenylbenzene , phenylethene.
- polyvinyl chloride, vinyl chloride, chloroethene, pvc.

my lock is screwed. and i have other lock but i cant find them ):
i keep on forgetting the epping bus numbers.

today was the first day of the year where i caught the bus to school.
i love how the m60 takes the exact same route as i would go to school, apart from the towers bit where its bus only.
and i didn't get lost walking from tafe to school (yay)-mainly because i followed everyone else (:

not doing maths makes me have so much extra time for other things.

i hate the weather. it's sooo deceiving. it makes me lug around my jumper for the whole day.

there's 7 ppl at baulko who don't do maths.

2-hydroxypropane-1,2,3-tricarboxylic acid

yes, that's right, this was my fb status for today and my post's title.
i hope if i do this, it may make it easier to remember.

for those who don't know, it's citric acid.

i lost a chance today for getting a merit ):

i love how dancing is on the night when i don't have maths, thus, i don't have new maths homework. i'm behind in maths, but i don't really care right now.
i really like our jazz routine (:

i had more to say but my memory fails me once again.

only 2.5 of things on my to do list was completed ):

either they were tiresome long tasks or i'm a slow worker.

i hope it's the first option.

:'(

why won't things stick in my head?

i feel epically screwed for chem.
still can't do the maths in it ):

and i got lectured yday by my maths tutor. i'll just say i don't know how to do them all. i just wasted 2hrs on maths ):

:'(

i do feel like crying, but that's a waste of time and there's really no point.
i sometimes wonder how people survive yr12.

chem and hw overload

first of all i would like to say that yr 12 chemistry is crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

there is so much content to learn.

for example, last year for yr11, for the whole course, i wrote out 32 pages of handwritten notes + diagrams. that is i fitted ALL four topics into 32 pages handwritten. amazing right? and it wasn't that squished. and also i did relatively well with them so they, well i guess, they contained everything.

and year 12.

32 frikken pages for 1.75 topics. this is ridiculous. after 4 topics im going to have 100+pages which i have never done before. and as i'm reading more stuff, i realise that i have left out stuff. and these notes are really really squished compared to my yr11 notes.

sooo much content and i think they are much harder than yr11 (well obviously, but harder than i though). i don't think i can memorise 32 pages in 2 weeks. im going to cry :'(

ok not really, but i kind of do.

and i have 8 things to do over the weekend and all of them are lengthy tasks )))))):

i do and i don't look forward to weekends now.

OMG. my calculator is soo cooooooool

this is the first time i have posted twice in one day.

but i forgot an extremely important thing to say.

in maths today, we were supposed to be doing maths.....

but

people were bored and thEy STARTED TO SPIN CALCULATORS ON PENS!!!!

ITS SOOOO EPICLYYYYY COOOOOOOOOOOOL.
well, it's the first time iv'e seen someone do it.

first of all you need a casio fx-82au. the plus ones don't work.
then flip it over and you should see a little holey dent.

stick you pen in it, use a papermate kilometrico pen, they work best
then spin it (like you spin a basketball, i don't know how to describe this so i took a pic...
isn't it soooo awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeee???!!
this made my day (:
and the circular thing is my calculator.

yesterday was a night filled with chem and only chem. today was a night filled with maths, but epically failing.

we did titration in chem today (: i like it. it's pretty cool and the burette clamps are sooo coool . much more cooler than the normal clamps. =D (well, i think they're cool).
i like titration experimental equipment. it feels sciency.
and a girl broke a pipette which apparently costs 25 bucks and then the teacher then mentioned a burette was 80. really.....

on the train today i sat next to a women and she looked like a flight attendant. actually she was with a mini suit case with "crew" and the whole outfit. except i don't think i've heard of an airline called regional express....
and today i stood in front of a country link train that went to brisbane. yes, i haven't stood in front of one before, have you?
the windows are soo shiny you can see your reflection =D and the train things said it went to a place called casino. and i've been there!!! yay, because of stupid floods, we had to take a detour there to get back to syd.... but the place has a pretty cool name so i can say i've been to a casino....
that place had maccas. other than that there was just country land/farms/10 houses.

you know, some yr12's had their half yearlies two weeks ago yet some have them next term. i never knew schools exams varied this much, esp. in yr12.

such an unproductive night, which means i have to have a productive night tmr ):

finished finally (((:

now time to sleep (:

finished finally (((:

now time to sleep (:

i'm stuck on a development question =/

duke of ed dates are gay this year. they're all before or during exam dates ):

it's so peaceful without my brother in the house (:

my teeth hurts right now =/

must sleep earlier.

oh, and i was just experimenting. full screen stuff on things like iPhoto are soo much cooler =D

silver or gold?

no i'm not talking about the elements or the jewellery or money.

i'm talking about:

duke of ed.
ahhh another of my mini dilemmas. i've had so many i've forgotten what i worried about before...
anyways, so i have the opportunity to do silver/gold this year unlike last year where the teachers were like "go do it yourselves". so it sucks this year coz i've basically quite everything apart from dancing which makes skill and service harder. and you have to do everything for at least 6months which all i think about is  that its sooooo time consuming. i cant afford an hour of volunteer work each week ):
but if i do gold, which is superrrrrrrrrrrrrr time consuming, and finish it before hsc, maybe i'll get bonus atar points-well that's what i've heard.

but i'm fat and lazy nowadays so probs do silver.
ahhhh but this year they don't provide you with anything )))))))))))))))))))))))))):
well i have my rucksack and sleeping stuff. i can use my bro's cadet cooking equipment which is a bit lighter than the one's i used for bronze. but what to do with the tent??????

i think i'm lonerised since everyone is like cbb to silver. no one to share a tent which means i might have to carry an  extra 2kgs. and i don't want to buy a two person tent. it's soo useless when i go camping with my family. we have a 12 person tent so it's completely pointless having a two person tent.

and the dates i can go are only in winter ))))))))))))))))))))))): the other good dates clash with half yearlys and yr 12 stuff. )))))): which means i'll be freezing my ass off.

so i don't know if i should do duke of ed. too many troubles, but i want to accomplish something....

idk, i shouldn't write this much, time consuming.....but i've somehow rambled to 1400 words for my practise eassy. as if i'll be able to write that in 40mins, well i'll leave it up to the teacher cross out unnecessary stuff coz i cbb.

and my brother is on camp for THE WHOLE WEEK THIS WEEK. YAYYYY!!!!! PEACE TO STUDY IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they're so lucky. they have a camp every year except for yr10 (i think)

omg. one more thing. i took 3 buses to get home today ==. stupid bus was late which meant i missed my other bus. butttt, i caught one of those metrobuses yayy (: they're the same as hillsbuses but cleaner. and then i took a random school bus that goes to the road outsidish my house. i don't know of you're allowed to do that but im a school student going on a school bus rite? so i got home 5 mins later than normal which is much better and faster than waiting at towers to pick me up from ewood.

damn, typed more than i allowed for in terms of time...

i don't believe the world will end in 2012.
i know God will look after me even if some disaster does strike me.
we talked about this kinda stuff in bible study today.
the world will end when there's fire everywhere and shooting stuff and when God actually comes down to Earth. i forgot what book/chapter/verse that was from so i can't exactly quote ==
but yes, i guess being Christian, there's still hope to go to Heaven even if the world does end but i highly doubt it will end anytime soon.

this weekend was an uneventful one unlike the past 3 weekends.
butttttttt
if felt like i haven't made any progress in terms of workload ):

maybe i should write faster?

oh wow, i have just finished writing 3 pages on batteries with my very squished pencil note-taking handwriting. so i am taking a little "break" now.

and my rents are getting solar panel. the guys come on a month.
with that money my whole family could go to america and back + shopping money.

blerghhh, i have so much homework left to do :'( and i woke up earlish today.

i hate my physics textbook. it sucks at explaining stuff yet gives out hard questions and the answers are only quantitative ones. i wish they had worked examples.  the only good things is the colour.

and so i failed my first baulko assessment :'(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

i got the lowest mark for the girl's which puts me with the "not so great at writing guys" category :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

today after maths tutoring, i saw orange thunder on a dark blue/ night time sky.

i swear there was already a major earthquake last week...

maybe if i write using correct grammer would improve my english....idk.....

:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

omggggggg.
i had chad for english today as a sub. when did she move over to baulko :S
that is strange fact that i didn't know she was a sub here.

i don't want my creative writing piece back.

soo much work :'(

the neighbours on my right

i do have some advice for y11 chem students: KNOW HOW TO DO MOLES
or else you would be realllly screwed for yr12.

reasons to why i hate the neighbours on my right:
- blast loud (i think spanish) music on weekends or at night
- their children play on the trampoline from morning to night with the squeakiness very audible
- they play out in the streets where any cars coming can crash into them
- they don't wear helmets which is very unsafe.
- have too many kids
- have too much rubbish and chucks it into our bin our the person's bin across the street. today my dad and i left the house and then came back coz we forgot to put out the yellow bin. and when we came back we saw the guy putting his recycling into the another person's bin. he knew we saw him but he didn't care. those arrogant people. and so, the other person's bin was opened because it was so full, but his wasn't. he was going to put it into our recycling but we didn't take out our yellow bin yet. my mum also knows they put rubbish which is not obviously ours into our bin so she puts it back into their bin
- the children sing/shout/cry/play etc too loud
- they have two very loud dogs, one which is a dangerous terrier or something
- they possibly have a cat who craps on our lawn
- they have random people living at their house

and many other reasons which time is constraining me to name.

the only good thing is when their red roses grow over the fence, we cut them off and use them.

i don't know what subjects i should give priority to.

i need to sleep earlier.

and once again i have forgotten what i was going to say.

pracchemprac

i am such a studious and hard working student  (they always use these words in my report) i have decided to write up all my pracs even though the teacher didn't ask for them. so far, there's been nine, and i am behind by six. it takes approximately 1.5 hours to write on up. so behind ): i cbb writing the fermentation one out... and then i somehow have to fit time in to actually write out chem notes. i now have a mini to-do list for chem. exams are getting closeish. i must not fail this exam. running out of time ): and we got informed of our prac test for next term. apparently we're supposed to work at 1.4minutes/mark. shock horror.

the hsc expects you to do 1.8minutes/mark.

why must baulko make it harder? but then again, i bet ruse is like 1 minute/mark. or even less...

i finally drove home from school today =D i have calculated that if my dad's work car wasn't manual, then each day i can drive for a minimum of 40mins, however, that's not the case ): if it was then i could totes get my p's when i turn 17 coz each week i'm driving 40min times 5 +driving to random places which is idk how many hours....don't have time to work it out, you can :P . so i am behind schedule for driving ))))):

and maths topic test tomorrow. i'm in exactly the same position as i was a week earlier. must not fail (ie. must not get under 85%)

the past 8 days (:

so i cbb typing again my fb status which is:


for the last 8 days i have: attended 3 16th parties, ate at 2 buffets, went to kay, went to a wedding, went to a sleepover, one night came home after 8.30pm on a school night, saw bear grylls, so the homework pile has gone up and up and up....


i had a good time today and watching people's creative mixing food skills.


i still have the pepper/salt/ice-cream mixture in my mouth =/


now i'm really really really fat, like literally, but luckily i have dancing tomorrow. i shall force myself into doing everything properly tomorrow to burn off buffet fat.


i am now realllllllly behind on homework.i told myself i will be finished with chem notes this week. fat chance. i still haven't finished production of materials ==


gahhhhh, school ): the weekend had passed by sooo fast ): it felt like yesterday was only friday.

bear grylls (:

soo i saw bear grylls and i finally went to hillsong. wow, it's like a concert there.

today was like rice. it was fully packed in there and they added additional seats. it was like half the entertainment centre and last year at rice it was almost packed but you could still see a few empty seats but today there were no empty seats available. it was like rice just with a majority of white people instead of asians, but its nice to see so many Christians in one place. the lady next to me was really enthusiastic and kept jumping up and down =/

out of the 5 songs, i knew only one.

i sat at the 2nd topest row since all the good seats were being "saved".....   he was veryveryvery funny.

the talk was enjoyable and interesting. mainly talked about what he did and a bit on his faith to God.

here are a few snapshots:

when i got there, it wasn't fully packed. yes, i was quite a far distance...

awesome entrance (((((:

butttt

this wasn't bear grylls ^

this is (points down)

is entrance was just walking up the aisle. they put bushes around the stage...

the richness of hillsong. multiple screens on each side. i think i counted and in total there's about 12 screens.

the new macbook pro makes my 1.5month macbook pro feel old ):

i forgot to mention yesterday that my id card looks just as bad as my L's.

nts: wear sunnies while driving at 6pm.

i had a gc fruit/veg drink today. it was sweeter than i thought it would be.

english is drooooooooownnniiinng meeeeee.
i really need to sleep earlier. i was tired in the middle of the day ==

bear grylls tomorrow (:

englishenglishenglishenglishmaths

so yes, basically i'm drowned in mountains of english homework, but not so much maths today. every lesson my teacher gives out sheets and booklets to read and other info on moodle she expects us to readreadread and read. i. don't. have. the. time. (i'm not a really fast reader....)

i was randomly telling my bro how to graph parabolas.

i am partially blind tomorrow, but luckily my dad retrieved it. (:  i am going to wash it 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 times.

(actually more like ten, i don't have time to wash that much times ^ )

i think they have a lot of tables with chairs and those umbrellaish shelter things at baulko so people can do their hw in the morning/recess/lunch/after school/ free time....

and there was a guy at scripture today who was a nurse/fire fighter/ graphic designer. interesting mix...

)))))))))))): / (((((((((((((:

i shouldn't have woken up at 8 this morning.
i should have listened to my mum.
i shouldn't have slept in.
i shouldn't have been in a rush.
i shouldn't have done my morning things in a different order.
i shouldn't have put them near the sink.
i should have put them straight in my room.
i shouldn't have put them under the towel where it could be swept away.
if only my mum didn't use the downstairs bathroom like the other days.

and unlucky me.
 my mum accidentally put 600 dollars down the drain literally. i do admit it's partly my fault. )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

so devooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):


my only hope is that my dad can take out the taps and plumbing stuff and hopefully it won't be washed away.

but i doubt it.

i shouldn't have gone out to kay.
i shouldn't have gone out to eat spicy stuff.

butttttt, it was fun and nice. i loveeeee seeing friends which made up for my morning. i hope my voice doesn't die tomorrow from all the shouting with Sabina. the lights there were cool (Y)

i should work more quickly and shower more quickly and unpack more quickly and type more quickly and think more quickly and walk more quickly- to save time. but i guess i'm allowed to have fun before yr12 when it really, really counts. (even though chem counts for me this year....)

and i hope the ice-block was made before the cow's disease happened in korea.....

im soooo glad my laptop loads in less than 35 secs or else Keely would kill me.....

topic test is postponed next week. why do they always postpone these tests that don't count?

i have a new initiative to get 100% in vocab tests (Y)

i have nothing else to say.