i'm hopeless, i still haven't done any past papers.
i'm going to cry.

lol jks i'm not, except i really should be doing productive stuff...

phones are annoying. i want a new phone, except if i spend like 300 bucks now, i'm going to get a new phone (hopefully in hk) next December, so i kind of wasted the 300 bucks...
but i do really want a new phone, except i think i should save money....
i've had this phone for over 2 years, and in that time, i have known people who have changed their phone 3times, and the other 2 phones aren't even broken, but i guess that's what rich people do.
and vodafone's 19 cap doesn't include news unlike three's 19 cap, except i can't find any 3 stores to change to the newer 19 caps which include data, fb.

the only "cool" thing i have is my news on my phone...
i guess, having top quality phones are kind of useless, especially if you don't have internet with your phone, then smartphone is only good for games....and you don't have to have a smartphone for games...

phones are material things. i would rather be healthy than to be sick with the best phone in the world.

anyways,
apart my materialistic wants of an iphone and dslr, which i am saving but would probably buy the camera after i buy a house (aka in a looooong time), i 95% know what i want for my birthday or i could ask my relatives when they come over next year to shout me, just like they shouted me and my bro Aria last year <3 super yummmm.
next year i want to go to a 3hatter (: i was just looking and they have gift vouchers-lol.
one in particular and i am mentally drooling over the menu...
and i know 85% which cake i want to have for my 18th, its just that the money is a bit of a trouble.
"food, glorious foooooooooood" and i ceebs typing the rest of the song...

have to wake up at 4am tmr ):
i should start packing.
Gilgandra here i come!
its a church thing, i shall blog about on monday. i am going to pack my notes and books to read on the bus trip and study instead of sleeping on the bus. (which i think i'll end up doing)
i need to sleep by 10pm tonight, this is like 3hours earlier than holiday bedtime ):

September City Outing

well ain't it lucky i wasn't in castle hill today...

today was really fun meeting new people and just chilling (:

and i bumped into a really old primary school yr4 friend whom i haven't seen in soooo many years (except for fb) and yeah, nice talking in person (:

i love play equipment (: we have to play on the ufo some other day....

oh, and bubbles <3

i am so tank. i cam first out of 41 players for laser tag (:  i came first for one of the games we played last time as well (:

and my accuracy improved this time (:

someone mentioned Pancake on the Rocks, and my whole day was wanting to go there, luckily there was one at Darling Harbour and i had the Bavarian Apple. the pancakes weren't as nice as i remembered them to be a few years ago.... they had water with straws in them, how cute (:

i guess the price was okay, since it is the city, and it was pretty filling.

i didn't go Galaxy World since i knew i wouldn't play anything. so i went to Penno library after city, and they hardly have any books so i was a bit ):

i haven't done any work. D= sat, sun,mon, and today i was out. then this sat, sun, mon i'm out. and next sat. so like four days to study D=

34 days to go D=

and i received my High Resolves letter in the mail two days ago, except i've been sooo busy i haven't had time to read it ):

it brings back good memories :')

Girra Semi-Formal

26.9.11
twas a hectic day and fun night (:

went jap tutoring, dentist, buy something to eat, back to jap tutoring, eat more stuff at home and then less than 1.5 hours to get ready.
i remembered last year's formal i had to shower, dry hair, do hair, make-up and wear dress in less than 1.5hours...

in the morning i couldn't decide if i wanted to curl my hair or straighten, but then i had limited time so straightening was sooo much more time saving.

and i'm asian, so i just picked a dress out of my wardrobe which i have never worn before, used the same heels, same jacket and same earrings. i actually didn't spend any extra money on clothes/accessories for girra's semi.

going there by bus, we had our own private bus, since no-one else was on it.
and we got there early so we could take more photos and it was half an hour earlier than baulko's so it was still light.

this is going to be very comparative from here on in.
there were canapes when we got on (: i'm kind of sad i didn't try the other one.
the tables felt smaller but they were more spread out and they had proper plates and proper knives/forks etc.
the boat was smaller and it didn't have a top deck but there was more space out front. they had wooden poles while baulko's had metal poles....which led to pole dancing....
there were heaps more photo taking and there were not many people and not many people dancing. i wanted to danced but this time i took more photos than i danced. at one point, the dancefloor was empty.
they didn't rush you to eat. at baulko, once everyone finished eating they quickly packed up the tables, but at girra, you slowly eat and then you wait upstairs until they finish packing stuff.
and they had desert at girra and fruit (:
the food was almost the same, i thought it was alright

it was nice seeing people and new people (:
and the boat stopped with the harbour bridge in the background so there were good phototaking opportunities.
girra's boat swayed soooooooooooooooooo much throughout the night. it was soo hard to stand and hold a ceramic plate properly, esp in heels.

my parents are so nice. my dad had a business trip the next morning so i was supposed to catch bus/train home. he told his boss to move it, and it was moved (: soo lucky. and then we had a spontaneous after party (sleepover) and i can't believe my mum let even though i asked her an hour before we came home.

it was nice talking at night, and listening to others (:

i really love people's dresses who have really cool backs with random straps/holes and stuff (:

and i was smart for girra's one and wore flats so i could actually dance (: i think i wore flats more than i wore heels....
it was really nice going under the harbour bridge and stuff (:

2nights, 2semis, 2cruises no rain (:
zero work.

the next morning i felt light-headed, like i had a hang over and therefore, did not do any work, except go maths tutoring

and today, i was supposed to go swimming but then i was like ceebs to walk out in the rain to my car, even though i had an umbrella.
i attempted to read a physics textbook. it's like reading a maths textbook, you can't properly read it without doing some maths, so it was very boring.....
and i love glee (: i watch it with my mum, i can't believe she remembers what happened last season :O

i haven't done any chem DDDDDD= i promised myself i would do 2 past papers everyday and i haven't done any, and i'm going out tomorrow and going away for the long weekend which gives me like 5 days to do like 13431216748367811374865743 past papers ))):

i just have to work hard when school starts, or actually get my act together and lock myself at home and not go out next week.

Baulko Semi-Formal

25.9.11
yeah, it was really fun (:

i was so happy it didn't rain so then i didn't have to bring an umbrella and could take photos (: except i danced more than i took photos.

i think the only disappointing things were plastic plates and cutlery. the boat swayed a tiny bit at the start but then everything felt fine.

the atmosphere was really great and even people who said they wouldn't danced still danced. it was really stuffy inside and really cold/windy outside so the doors were a nice place to stand. the top deck had nice view but was supppper windy.

and so i kind of survived my 13cm heels. took them of in the end, and when i came back home, it took me 3 baby wipes to get them partly clean, so yes, the carpet was very dirty. but i love the heels, they give me height and makes me feel tall (:

and i'm quite lucky that i got driven there and back.

in the morning i went last minute (formal) shopping and i bought these amazing boots (: well i've always wanted a grey pair of boot, which are like ankle length and they have heels and they are supppper comfy <3
and then i had the arvo to get ready, except i'm not a hair stylist so my hair took soooo long to do, and then i left the house later than i wanted to and my dad took all the fast routes to get there in time :')
i think it took over 10 bucks but i didn't eat lunch out, so it kind of compensated for it...

so many plus ones......and it was kind of funny seeing all the couples

my feet actually didn't really hurt.

i love smoke machines (:

drove by myself for the first time today (:
now i don't have to waste as much of my parents' time

today: 3hours dancing, 3hours tutoring, 0 hours work ):
there were more people in the class today than my normal school chem class, cos all the wed ppl moved to sat this week....so it was pretty crowded
but my tutor bought food for all of us and drinks cause it was the last lesson :')

the only work i've done is made a to do list. it mainly consists of reading and chem.
i can't wait till i get to the library.

i have a mini dilemma. i'm, getting driven there tmr, so it's not so much of a problem, but i hope it doesn't rain cos i'm pretty sure my umbrella won't fit in my clutch, and then i'll have to lug my cardigan/jacket around with me, and if it rains, it won't be as nice and photos would be horrible.
and i just measured my heels and they're approx 13cm. i feel tall (: and i love them cos they were supppppper cheap and was from an expensive shop. one of my best buys ever (:

which leads me to my actual dilemma. i won't be driving to the city cos parking is expensive and hard to find. and i don't like catching public transport with heels on. and the semi on mon is quite early and my dad hasn't finished work yet. so my only option is to go to wynyard via public transport then walking. and i've walked from wynyard to the docks before, and it's not a nice surface, in fact, no outdoor places have nice ground. so, i now my heels are going to die and i would be :'( and i know my feet would kill, so my mum told me to bring another pair of shoes, except i can't fit them in my handbag/clutch ): so i would have to lug another bag around and can't take nice photos ): so yeah, maybe i should just bring a normal handbag.....
and if it does rain, well, it would suck. and i was planning to not bring a jacket at all, but the weather doesn't seem to agree with me...

i will be surprised if you read all that ramble ^

i want to swimmm tomorrow, but i also want to shop.
i am going to make myself swim every second day these holidays. the last time i swam was at the beginning of this year :(((((
it's hard to believe that it was just over a year ago that i stopped swimming/training every week for over ten years.......
i'm so scarred i won't fit into my dress =/ did i mention my semi-dress cost more than my yr10 formal dress..? i think i impulsed bought this dress last yr cos i boxing day sales. i shouldn't have bought a branded dress, because the brands are on the inside, and people only look at the outside of the dress.... i think i bought it cos it was black and i don't have any fully black dresses.....

Last Day of Yr 11

well, the sport committee doesn't think so, since we have to do sport next term...

ahh HSC!!!
i feel like im going to go to some people's places then locking myself up in my house to study for chem, i need to do to the very best of my ability, to make up for my badbadbadbadbadbadbad trial.

did nothing today. the only time i picked up a pen was to draw pictures in English. and i guess it ok to have the same eng teacher for 3/4units of english. i guess it's easier to communicate...

in 365 days i'll be graduating D=

my yearly effort was probs about 40% of my chem effort =/
must do better next term. ie stop watching soo much Masterchef/going on fb/doing random crap.

i like grad assemblies (: and i like the speeches (:

when the weather goes above 30 degress, i start to die (i literally do, since i loose blood....)

time to get excited about semi (: i think i'll probs last minute shop cos i want a new dress for girra's semi, but if i can't find one, then i'll just get one from my wardrobe and not waste more money.

normo boys are so bad. well, their teachers allow offensive videos made by a yr12 for the whole school to watch, like if my bro found it rude, then it was pretty rude.....

and i admire non-asians coming first in Japanese. also generally non-asians who get academic awards are inspirational. it's like, even though i'm not smart, i can try.

and, there's a new guy! like, newer than me. that's realllly weird cause hardly anyone moves school from yr11-12. but now i'm not a newbie (: it's probs cause we have 199 people and then next term we'll have 200. but i never new they continued the reserve list for sooo long...
what a waste of space, the yr12s right now only have 195 people....

and Eunice, i'll be praying for you <3

P's!!!!!!! (:

so yes, this will be a long post (cause i have the time)

so, i thought i was going to fail in the morning and decided that 7days later, it would be hols and i can try again. so after jap yday, i had a last practise sesh a parking and driving around Baulko.

well, waiting for the exam was actually more nervous than doing it. it kind of felt like a piano exam cause like you don't want to damage your hand cause then you can't drive/play, don't want damaged your foot cause you can't press the pedals and need to think ahead.

anyways, the guy was supppppppppppper nice (: like he talked with me and made convo. like:

-are you in yr 11 or 12: 11

-what school do you go to: Baulko

oh, i used to teach cooking there 

me: oh really???......

-it feels like summer cause they are burning the bushes

me: yeah....

- started talking about his wife, kind of...and also graduation 

-well have you reserved your parking spot at school

me: err no, ...the yr12's have taken them all

-well they won't be there next term

me: oh yeah...

and he also swore, not because of my bad driving, but because of other full licence's reckless driving.

i'm kinda glad i didn't have the guy with the glasses who i saw failed a guy around his twenties/thirties

i don't understand how they can rely on public transport at such an old age, unless their mum still drives them around =/

and he didn't make me bay park =D i was sooo lucky, only reverse parallel. and i don't remember doing a 3point turn....

but they had "issues" after lunch, so i thought they forgot about me since it was past the time i was supposed to start, but yeah, my test went for less than the approximate time...

and he "accidently" made me drive past my school.

the places i went were completely different than my instructor's places, but then it's impossible to go every, and luckily i drove on the side of Baulko i knew better. and i drove on the same road which after sport (i saw this twice) i was walking and saw L's platers with fluro people next to them, which meant that road was a test road. 

so i actually thought i did fail cause he didn't ask me to bay park, but then he called out my name and was holding a stack of P plates

my dad and i were suppppppppppppppper surprised. 

but yeah, my mum won't let me drive to far places. my dad lets me to. i think i'll go with my dad's opinion (:

and my dad's really happy cause he won't have to take a huuuge detour to get to work, and he doesn't have to pick me up from tutoring/dancing

and i think my mum is secretly happy i got them even though she insists she still sits in the car with me....but i don't think that will happen....

and i have a choice between 3 cars to drive (:

and i am surprised i did it on my first turn. and i don't even remember the last time when i had a lesson with my driving instructor....

now i don't always have to rely on public transport. the only negatives are: can't eat/study/sleep/look at random stuff i pass by/ can't look at sky writing and thinking what the word actually is in the car and parking these days is hard to find and expensive, esp in city.

i think my excitement has died down since yesterday.

and nts: have a bigger signature for green P's. my signature right now looks like a black blob, worse than my L's. and L's are more prettier than P's. the red is so gross and there are much more "conditions"

now my L's and log book have been hole punched through ):

i'm glad they call it "Provisional Lisence" cause my parking is still not perfect, but then, no-one can be perfect, and my mum, after more than 10years of driving, at times, take a loong time to park.

i think more people pass than they fail. at my 30mins there, i saw 3 other people pass.

oh, to the people who haven't gotten their L's, get them! while you have time these hols (:

oh, and L's license last soo long for such a cheap license fee and P's are quite expensive for such as short time period, luckily i didn't pay it (:

i think even though i did super badly in my yearlies, i actually passed something and didn't have to waste more money..

still surprised (:

exam madness:

there's more on the other side...

took me well over an hour to clean/file things

my nose is eversososososo itchy. it was running like a tap in jap ): wasted time blowing my nose when i could be looking up words in the dictionary.....

but,

i'm still in a happy mood (((((((((::

sooooooo happy right now (((((((((((((:

even though i failed Jap, had no idea what to write and ran out of time =/
but i don't really care right now.

i'm gonna stuff myself with food.
and i feel like shiffling, even though girls don't really shuffle....

too happy to write more, do more tmr.

i have freedom (: (well kinda....)

i feel lucky (:

i am so. angry. right now. asdghfjkl

if only i did the maths homework then i could have gotten 6 extra marks.
they question in tutoring was the exact one in the test and it wasn't even hard. it's only hard in exam conditions =/
and, i screwed speaking soooo badly. she had to prompt me again. and my "intonation is not natural" )))))))):

and i glanced at the ruse 3U paper today, and the last question was worth 5 marks D= even we didn't have any 5markers. and it's ruse!! so it must have been soooooooooooooo hard.
and ruse's prefect video is pretty good (:

anyways, it's my mum's bday except we don't have time to go out for dinner....
and it's like the 2nd time my mum's cake is not from an asian shop (: i personally don't really like asian cakes cause their all sponge and not worth their weight and full of cream which is not even special cream.
i know what i want for my 18th next year, it's food (:  and i'm quite sure it's worth more than an iPod touch or its equivalent...

and i hate the new fb.
and i think i'm going to come last in Jap ): it's one of those things that pure study doesn't really work, you just have to be a natural at it.

oh, and i caught 3 buses home today, yet it saved me half an hour compared to catching 1 bus.
and i want to shop.

Maths Rage

time to let out my inner maths rage (i have time tonight, well kinda)

but first of all, i am a problematic child.
i went to the doctors today for four minor problems, none of which are big enough to fill in for a medical certificate to appeal for being sick ): my mum told me to not think about it that way; to appeal because i'm going to do bad....
and zomg, waited so long at the doctors, i thought there would be no-one during the day...

so,
i didn't get any of the last page+other questions before.
it's out of 61, and the last 2 questions of the back page is 18, and the other questions i missed was about 6 marks, so i am 100% going to get under 70%
even since yr 7, and i have gotten some pretty bad results one or two times, i have NEVER EVER EVER gotten under 70, even this yr i had a previous post about under 60 and it turned out i got over 70, but this time i'm going to get max 60, considering i didn't make any careless mistakes, so, my predicted mark is 45% and it's even worse than my chinese school test which i don't study for DDDDDD=
under 50 is really fail.
i guess it's ranks that matter, but i didn't get any of the last page so......)))))))): i have come to accept the fact that triple ranking digits are very possible, which is about the bottom 50% of the grade....
it just shows how not smart i am.
but it's ok, i never really wanted to get into 4Umaths. the head teacher is totes right, i found that paper hard so 4U is defs not for me. even some parts of 2U was hard.....
and my parents don't expect much from me, cause they know i've never been a maths person.

but this time i had a table with a stack load of paper, unlike 2U where i had approx 7pages and there were 9pages and i had to ask for paper twice which made me waste precious time. and in English, i got three different types of paper, and two didn't have any margins D= and i can't write properly without margins. at least in the hsc there's actual proper paper/booklets.

and why did they have so many perms/combs and none of auxiliary angles and the traditional angle between a line/internal, external ratio which they just had to re-word it in a crazy way. and hardly circle geo ):

i thought i studied hard, but obviously not hard enough.

my voice is dying, i can hardly call out someone's name, and i still have a jap speaking to do D= and i can't practise ): even after games night/rice with lots of shouting, my voice was perfectly fine.
and i don't feel sick.

we had a "Sacred Music Sunday" at church yday, and sang like 8-10 songs. and the speaker was a guys who wrote some of the songs we sing, and then he did a "preview" of a song he is going to release for another on of his albums. it was cool.

and noooooooooooo. girra formal just had to clash with the extra dance rehearsals next monday ))))))))): which means i won't be in part of the dance ):

Amazing Sights

so, today within ten minutes of my car journey to epping, i saw:

-a double decker tour bus bus at the round-about near my home. there are hardly any doubledeckers in syd, unlike hk
and
-I SAW A WEDDING HORSE CARRIAGE!!!!!!!!
with two white horses. i kinda felt sorry for the guy waiting on the carriage in his suit, top hat, in the blazing sun. but then he gets paid.
i've never seen a wedding horse carriage in my life, except for tv. i have seen normal ones, which aren't as cool as wedding ones....
and then behind the carriage was a white limo.

i have been thinking, is it legal for horse carriages to go on roads? they can't go fast coz it would be dangerous to the people on it....coz it could flip etc.
and the people must be veryveryvery rich to afford a horse carriage and limo. i wonder if a wedding car is more expensive then a limo...

and i couldn't take photos coz the car was moving ):

i was going to write more about other schools muck up days, except i don't have time ):
i'm have a huge feeling i'm gonna fail, i can't even do the past papers within their 2hr limit ):

yesterday i read smh on my phone while on the 1hr bus trip home which takes less than 15mins by car...rage...i want my P's.....anyways, it said that people who walk over 10 000 steps a day have 5 more years of living and reduce rates of cancer.
well, that's about 5km.

on days like today, i don't even think i walk 100 steps.

if i was faster at maths, my study sesh would be so much more productive.
instead, i spend half an hour pondering over one question which normal people can get in less than a minute.

also,
the day before 2U, there were 105 ppl on fb chat, and i was thinking, don't people need to study, and then i think, well they are natural geniouses who can do good without studying...
above average for 3U would be perfectly fine for me.

and, my mum went to have lunch at the asian place in cherrybrook shops. well, the dishes were cheap-ish except to cover the cost of it's slight cheap nice, they charge tea for $1 and take away containers for one dollar! what a rip off, i mean max is like 50c. so in the holz, im gonna go there with my mum and take the $1 takeaway container there for food we on purposely don't finish, just for the lulz. and then they can't rip us off.

can someone tell me how to solve this:
pretend square brackets are absolute value signs:
[3x+1] +x greater than or equal to [2x-1]
squaring both sides doesn't work ): and i've never leant how to do the "plus x" bit ):

physics, massive fail. i promise myself never to study the night before. this will never again happen. my results will reflect my poor effort. i kept on telling my: key words, key words, key words and then i forgot about "Gravity" and red-shift and doppler effect. all those easy concepts to write about.
and i am bad at bs-ing so they are going to take marks of me for incorrect info ):
the test itself wasn't hard, and time wasn't an issue, if ONLY I MADE A BIGGER EFFORT APART FROM THE NIGHT BEFORE then i think i would have been fine, but obviously i'm not a cramming genius, like some people are ):
and i have a really bad memory ):
mc was hard ):
and i was talking to a girl and she said she's done 90% of the paper before D= those curry tutoring places *shakes fist
but i defs need phys tutoring next year.

and english, i also promise myself to have essays with less than 900 words so that i can add more stuff to it during the exam. i didn't even have time to write my last word: vulnerability, so i ended up writing a v and then a squiggle.
the question wasn't as hard as i thought it would be, but i think i didn't answer the question properly ):

i hope tomorrow is going to be productive, unlike today after phys which i was like ceebs, i have tomorrow....
and i was just watching the yr12 finale, variety night, and i have to agree, 3:54 is very amusing, well, i couldn't stop laughing.

i don't know anything for tomorrow.
i'm going to have a cry.
lol jks
need to hardcore full cram in less than 3hours )))))))):

2U was easy
FOR SMART PEOPLE

and unfortunately i'm not one of them and i skipped questions, so there goes above average...
so i screwed it. and 2U was, i guess, "easier than expected" which means 3U is suppppppppppperrrrr hard, that's just how it is ):
i bet its gonna be super long as well ):
and i suck at 3U more than 2U )))))):

heaps of people are going to get 100%.

and the last question i have done before, except it was worth heappps less in today's paper than in the paper that i found it in.

how am i going to memorise 4 essays next year?
when i can only memorise one-ish

i still have 3more available hours to memorise D=

hope my hand doesn't die...

shouldn't have gone to school for chem today and dancing and i would have 4.5+ more hours to study instead of panicking, which i am currently am while typing this.

but

it was the last prac for my high school chemistry life and it was quite cool (:
also, the teacher bought a little cake from woolies for a guys birthday and it was part of the "one week early end of chem party" but we had nothing to eat it with =/
and they put two matches as candles, which made my day (:
and
dancing is like the only thing which keeps me kinda fit

i don't know anything ):

we have over 15 packets of chips/biscuits.

so i was gonna bring a packet tomorrow, but i realised no-one would be there tomorrow.

i am epicly screwed.

like no joke D=

there is no way i can write 1111 words + thinking time in 40mins, yet i don't know what to cut out ):
usually the teacher crosses a quarter of the essay out but this time she added more stuff to it, so i really don't know what to cut ):

we had our chinese mid-year dinner thing today instead of mon, cos i'm busy on mon, and now i am fat ):

there is another party going on behind and to the right of my house, with loud music ):

i haven't touched phys or jap today ):
spent so much time eating ):

Last-ish day of yr11

sub phys, jap and eng, the day before exams.

soo scared that my eng teacher wasn't going to be here, and she wasn't, but finally got my essay back. something to work from (:

and sorry bitter for asking stupid questions in phys, shows how much i have studied-zilch.

and maths is still so troublesome ):

it's the thought that counts (: i used to always write that in cards no matter if the present is big/small/expensive/cheap/person likes it/ person doesn't like it
i mean it's true when you think about it.

stupid eye making me cancel P's test and also wasting study time driving there for another check-up ):

also disobeyed my dentist and had nuts today. i mean, who can resist microwavable peanuts in a bag?

today felt like a holiday.

i woke up realllly late and missed brekkie, which is not good coz if i woke up normal time then i could have had 3.5hrs more to study

i'm going to fail maths, even though i'm putting effort into it. i just don't get it when there's no worked solutions ):

and i realised today how incomplete my phys notes are after going through just one past paper.
and i wanted to work on eng today, but woke late so didn't work on it ):

my dance teachers has free tix to watch footloose in the cinemas. except it's on my mum's bday and the day before my last exam ):
and that last exam i am not going to study until after 3U maths.

and i am ever so screwed for everything else, even though i have 2-3 less subjects than everyone else

my mum went to fine food today again and since it was the last day, instead of giving out samples they gave out whole packets of food (:
this time mum got more drinks than deserts. and now we have heaps of random lollies and biscuits. but some are really nice brands like the qantas plane cookies <3
and also, my mum saw Adriano Zumbo, kinda jelly....

i think my main priority is maths, because all the stuff you learn continues until when we leave school. and then english is next important.
and my effort for phys is nowhere as much as effort as i would like to put in. maybe it's because only 99% won't appear in the hsc exam.
jap is like maths :S i WISH to be above average.
i should shut up now and do some study.

i love free boost.

since this time, it's not by chance (like the name game) but by will (:
so i basically pretended to be a blender for 30secs, which is longer than it sounds.
luckily i went early-ish so only like 3 people saw me.
it was kinda hilarious
so worth it (:

i feel sorry for yr7's and people who have exams on strike day....

i am veryveryvery screwed.

Fine Food Australia (:

i have spent the last hour eating (:
i really have. it's not good for my body or brain...
but yum...

fine food is this food expo at syd exhibition centre and its at syd every 2 years. and my dad has a store there  so we get free tickets.
anyways,
basically the wholeeeeeeeeee place is filled with freeeeee foooood. yummmmmmmm. there's pastries, ice-cream/sorbet/sauces/chocolates, lollipops, drinks, coffee, cake and so much other stuff i ceebs to name.

my mum went there and bought back heaps of food (:
there's less packaged food but heaps more pizzas/pastries which she bought back.
and this year she brought marble soft drink <3

i wish i didn't have yearlies so i could go on thurs....

so i hardly studied anything.
i should stop going on Pottermore since there's nothing to do after the first book...

and i was supposed to have my P's test tomorrow but i can't see in my right eye so i had to cancel it ):

and captain speeches are cool (: it felt like a friday arvo today. and it felt like i did no work in class today.


the extents some people go to lie....in ext...........................

i have spent 3hrs doing ONE maths past paper  tonight ==

and dancing, which is very time consuming...

and nothing else.

but yay for strike (: i'm tempted to go to the food expo and my mum says i should also go or else i'll have to wait 2 more years, but first and foremost: i need to START studying.

aka, i haven't started yet :'( 

note writing doesn't count as studying, it just makes sure you have all the stuff to study from.

Fathers Day (:

i hardly ever double post on one day, but i found this epicly cool poem from our 3pm youth fb group which someone posted:

A Father's Love Letter.

My Child,

You may not know me, 
but I know everything about you. 
Psalm 139:1
I know when you sit down and when you rise up. Psalm 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways. Psalm 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered. Matthew 10:29-31
For you were made in my image. Genesis 1:27
In me you live and move and have your being.Acts 17:28
For you are my offspring. Acts 17:28
I knew you even before you were conceived. Jeremiah 1:4-5
I chose you when I planned creation. Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake, 
for all your days are written in my book. Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth 
and where you would live. Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made. Psalm 139:14
I knit you together in your mother's womb. Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born. Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented 
by those who don't know me.John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry, 
but am the complete expression of love. 1 John 4:16
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you. 1 John 3:1

Simply because you are my child 
and I am your Father. 1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could. Matthew 7:11
For I am the perfect father. Matthew 5:48
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand. James 1:17
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs. Matthew 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope. Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love. Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless 
as the sand on the seashore.Psalms 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing. Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you. Jeremiah 32:40
For you are my treasured possession. Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you
with all my heart and all my soul. Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and marvelous things. Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart, 
you will find me. Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you 
the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4
For it is I who gave you those desires. Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you 
than you could possibly imagine. Ephesians 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager. 2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you 
in all your troubles. 2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted, 
I am close to you. Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb, 
I have carried you close to my heart. Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away 
every tear from your eyes. Revelation 21:3-4

And I'll take away all the pain 
you have suffered on this earth.Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you 
even as I love my son, Jesus.John 17:23
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed. John 17:26
He is the exact representation of my being. Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you, 
not against you. Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.2 Corinthians 5:18-19
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled. 2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression 
of my love for you. 1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved
that I might gain your love. Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, 
you receive me. 1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you 
from my love again.Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party 
heaven has ever seen.Luke 15:7

I have always been Father, 
and will always be Father.Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is…
Will you be my child? John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you. Luke 15:11-32
Love, Your Dad
Almighty God

yesss.
physics notes done (:
except they are literally the briefest notes i've ever done. even more than geo last year...
but whatever.

i have a mini-dilemma. i have this "underlining pen" which i always use to underline my notes. except i want it to last till hsc cos i'm used to the shade of the colour of the pen.
so now i don't know what pen to use to underline :S
oh, i could just by another one (:
but they might not stock it.....

epically screwed for so much stuff.

and i realised i have a silver sequin top that my uncle bought from a cruise which i could have worn on fri..... but it's not as cool as the one i wore....

and Happy Father's Day dad (:
except i hardly saw my dad today since he had to go partayy, lol jks, he went city to work to set up for the food expo which i shall blog about when i have time....

Spring Fling (:

twas fun (:
the dj was good, lighting, smoke machine, cool decorations and the fireworks were quite spectacular for a school event (:

there were some random songs which i didn't know...

next time, i should stand further back instead of craning my neck up to look at the fireworks.

my legs hurt. and my voice sounds weird, and i shouted less than games night and rice, and after those two events, my voice was fine.

and the purpley light ring is so cool.

now i have sooo much to do ): totes not going to unsw tmr even though i want to. so much to do ):

Jap Excursion

it wasn't that great.

we watched a movie which was about dead people and then answered random questions. if i found the stuff ok, then the yr12's must have found it superrrrrrrr easy.

and the food was normal.
the salad was like normal aussie salad, they gave us half a bowl of miso soup (literally 3sips), rice on a plate, and teriyaki chicken with mashed potato.
the chairs were like chinese restaurants =/
portions were very small.
so not worth the 20bucks.

the place was actually full, except it was that big to begin with.

had to move my P's test because i'm going to be blind until next sat )))))))))))))): which is so inconvenient since i was hoping to get them before exams so i could drive straight to school and back without public transport.....hope i don't get eye cancer :S

JUST remembered i have a topic test on parametric/parabola stuff DDD=

missed out on crazy hat day ): and I ACTUALLY HAVE CRAZY HATS and heaps of food which i could of brought......if only jap excursion didn't clash....
missed out on double chem ): again ):