had my first macaron today (: orange and peppermint/bubblegum flavour with a chocolate ganache. it was homemade-pretty good attempt (:
need another post dedicated to that sometime after trials

i can feel the stress but i'm still watching tv ))): not good, not good.

i'm gonna dieeeeeeeeeeeee. ok, not really. i think i should study at lunch or at least do hw at lunch since i don't have time at home.

"That is all" (:

August Timings (:

today's morning was productive but then in the afternoon......

im glad that the science head teacher listened to me and told the timetable guy to put chem trials on the first week so that i can do NQE.
and also it's before my birthday so i have a few days after trials to buy/order/shop/plan for stuff. also that i'm still 16 (and young-ish) when i do my first trial exam.
and also trials are before the first day i am eligible to try for my P's, which gives me time to perfect my parking. and also trials is before games night. and trials are the day before my monthly visit to the dentist.  and also trials are before Rice so i don't have to miss that out (:
also glad that the road safety excursion is during trials time so i don't have to miss out on chem lessons and catch up.
and after trials i still can allow a break then study for yearlys.

but that means trials is very soon.

i actually found the yr11 chem quiz hard.
but then in hindsight, it was ok i guess....
it's just that i forgot all my yr11 stuff which was not good...
which means i will most likely get participation, but i don't care cos it doesn't count towards my hsc. i'm surprised at how little people do the quiz. i think it's compulsory at girra for seniors....

and sweet art (:

didn't touch chem today ):

after two tutoring chem exam papers, i can clearly see that I DO NOT KNOW ANYTHING DDDDDDDDD=
(goes to cry in a corner but that wastes time)
not exaggerating. stuff are so hard to remember :'(

finally Ellie got out! my mum did an evil laugh :S

came last in Jap, well out of the asians i came last.

this week i have heard some life stories about my Jap teacher, an American/Canadian sub and an old friend who i haven't seen for 1.5years. i didn't recognise her but she recognised me. maybe i'll tell their stories when i have time....

screw maths homework
oh, chem quiz tomorrow, even though i do accelerated chem, i still get super bad in them that it makes it kinda funny...

the awkward moment when someone mentions something about your party and you didn't invite them.
that happened twice today.

i'm getting less than 2hours chem done everyday. this is reallyreallyreally bad.
ate too much for dinner :S

and i didn't fail English. i actually thought i was one of those people who got 4/15 and had a mini-heart attack when we talked to our year.
i like Ruse's prefect voting system since the whole school contributes, so you can kind of have your say.
i still reckon Girra is the easiest.
Baulko should have more prefects since there's more people.

i rank triple digits for both extensions. and you can't even get my rank at girra for 3u hy since there's isn't even that amount of people there doing 3U....
but i improved in both tests for the 2nd assessments (: top 30 for 2u second task (: but my hy is going to drag that down...
except they don't weigh as much as hy ):

wednesday arvo maths is better than tues night.

1week 1day extension for extension english (:
but that's not actually good cos then i have phys and chem.
chem ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i still don't get hybridisation of when to put the crosses :'(
mini--secretive-heart attack every day.

got my 200 dollar ortho k contact today. it came in a little glass bottle thing which was quite cute (: hopefully i won't be blind in the right eye tomorrow. my right eye still doesn't have a smooth surface ): and i don't even no why became not smooth. maybe because i wore the night lens as a day lens....

i should go study.
but i want to sleep earlier....

finally got the speech back.

They Count Fast

all of those people i knew they were going to be prefects.
so all of src has "risen up" which means there are 10/170 chances for me to become an SRC leader =D (the chances are even slimmer than prefect elections)
no new people got prefect, but that was expected.
i thought captains needed to make a speech and stuff, but i guess Baulko likes to count votes without speeches (and they counted quite fast....)
if i stayed at Girra, i would have become prefect, that was one really positive thing
but anyways,
congrats to everyone (:
however, i thought the tallest girl in the grade would become prefect so i think everyone expected it and then no one could be stuffed to vote for her and yeah....i think she's the type of person that no-one likes behind her back-well that's what i've heard....

3 sets if sit-ups today and 2 sets of push ups :'(
we usually only do 1 set of sit-ups and NO push-ups. i'm going to be in pain tomorrow. but i actually did the whole thing+other ab exercise (:

hate ext partner. it would be awkward if she read this....i have to send an email/text/fb message to get her to send the speech and she STILL hasn't sent it. lets hope the teacher isn't here tmr, just like he wasn't here today.

i think i should start wearing my blazer, before it gets too hot.

i will not be surprised if i find nerf bullets in my school bag tomorrow
now my dad has a nerf gun and the whole house is littered with the bullets.

i haven't finished all my chem notes yet D= i'm felling internally stressed, even if i don't look like it.
and screw all the science competitions coming up, chem trials are more important.

i am not going to study for physics, actually gonna wing it next week.
and jap vocab test, that's not important.
and my partner FINALLY responded on msn. i don't care about ext right now, even though its tmr, it doesn't count to my hsc, yet.

i think i'll go for Michael now. i actually REALLY SHOULD STOP WATCHING TV AND WAKE UP BEFORE 10.

i'm going to say this again:
so screwed for chem trials. two weeks D=

and my ext partner is soo hard to contact.

my brother is doing his SRP and is using agar plates, it looks quite cool.

i don't get how people survive the HSC. i'm kind of struggling with only 2units. so much content.
i have a feeling the school lost my prac test....

soo much things to rant about but i don't have the time.

i know i'm screwed for chem exam tmr.
and extension eng.

i keep on answering questions wrong in jap ): so i got the same mark as last time =/

i hate all the girls on Masterchef esp Ellie.
i think i'll just watch for the chef and food and restaurents NOT for the contestants.

whenever i walk under an umbrella, the part below my legs gets wet =/

it's been raining all day. so inconvenient.

so, apparently my right eye has a distorted surface so my contact doesn't work. blind in the right eye until next wed.
drove with a GPS today (: in poring rain and unfamiliar roads (: and driving through puddles are fun (:

don't know if i should do speaking tomorrow....
spent 1 period in chem today swirling a flask-literally.
prefect vote equals popularity vote.
domo kun cookie made my day (:

ps. doubt people will read this, but i don't really like getting pencil cases. i have too many...

i like rainy sport days.
i don't know who else to invite :S    
need to post something about macrons, sometime....
jap tomorrow :'( not prepared.
prefect elections. i think they should do it like girra, make it easier for me to become prefect.
lol jks.

Term 3 D=..............(: .......

i hope people at girra got them.....
i ran out of cardboard :'( if i give stuff to people on a piece of paper, i bet by lunch it will be scrunched up (judging from my brother...). it's a pity we don't stock cardboard.

i'm already feeling the stress.
extension next week and i have to edit a video over the weekend =/ except i haven't even got the video yet=/
nor have i got the speech. i think my partner is uncontactable ):
and jap this week D=
and trials are so soon. well soon in terms of my time...

if i stayed at girra, i would have become a prefect already.
but, right now, they are based on popularity ):
but i do want to become a prefect.

the chances are 12/66 (which i guess are higher than the guys)
i can already guess 6 people who will become prefect.

my mum is so supportive (:

a few months ago i had to force my mum not to buy anymore junk food coz we had tooo much and had to chuck A LOT out since it was really expired, which is a huge waste of food.
but now it's time to stock up (: well i kinda of need to.....

school tomorrow )))):
work
trials DDDDDDDDDD=
yearlys

decisions...

its a shame how my dance concert is the same day as our family friend's daughter reception. when my mum said the 5th, i thought: 3rd is HSC, which is before my concert and after dress rehearsal and  oh knows, it clashes ))): and its western food..... sad face.

i must must must get to school early tomorrow.
i have only waken before 10:30am 2 times these holidays....i guess i kinda caught up on my sleep....
yay for meeting people (:
well, i think these hols were more productive than last terms....
term 3, my favourite term, same reason as august is my favourite month (:

Completed List-Winter Holidays

i should have asked to go to the snow this year, now i have to wait until after HSC.
EVERYTHING is now after HSC.

my completed list:
-Write CMM and chem of art notes except for a few dot points...
- Meet up and do Eng. extension
- Do physics practical +write it up well most of it...
- Study for Jap speaking/reading/writing test
-Write up chem prac
-Write up physics notes + study how to plug wires
-Watch Harry Potter (:
- Do maths exercises
- Visit circle geometry
-Tidy up book shelf and give books away to other people (and chuck all the old ones)
- Practise to park properly....still not there yet.....
- Swimmmmmm.....i was supposed to this morning except my parents drove to the central coast...
- Read Othello
-Try to complete 30 hours of driving.......well the positive side is that i have less than 20hrs to go (:
-Shop moreee (:
-Go Hornsby to have a $2 boost (:
-Think of ideas.....


so i have jap the first week and ext the 2nd week, and i have not done anything on it D= and my partner, i think, is ignoring me. i hate those people who make you do all the work.
went door knocking today for church, with my fail brownies. my were to fudgy and hard to cut out. why did i volunteer to bake when my to do list is uncompleted ):

today was supposed to be my most productive saturday except i ended up going grocery shopping and practised parking (which i kinda failed...)

cardboard these days is so expensive and flimsy, like paper. such bad quality. i remember when we did projects back at primary school, cardboard was a dollar. now it's two.

i hate group work. especially when your partner doesn't respond meaning you have to do all the work ))))))): and then your marks get dragged down further than it needs to be ):

ok i'm freaking out. shouldn't have watched hp5 on tv.

Btown

3 trains and car = 1.5 hour trip AND i took all the express trains AND waiting time was a total of 4mins.

i wish i had my p's so i don't have to walk 100m in the night by myself at btown and i could get home in less than an hour. but don't worry, nothing happened.

except the train from stra to epping literally felt like hong kong. it was even difficult to take my phone out from my bag and we were so squished ):

like when people have to go out of the train to let other people out, yeh that type of squish.

i now remember which carriages are best for what:

train to newcastle passing from stra to epping: go on the last carriage so you can sprint down the escalators

for the downstairs trains to pennant hills.

and i'm pretty sure now which carriage stops in front of penno's exit.

i guess today was pretty fun. i like boardgames (: i'm just looking across to the left to see all my collection of boardgames being rejected and sitting on the shelf while to my right the wii/ps3 and other consoles which i have also neglected :'(

school.....

did people end up getting a group photo?

and i'm secretly raging at keely.

but it's ok. kindof. just a bit cut )))))):

i did nothing productive today. watched 1.5hours of Masterchef.

why do people always die in Shakespeare's plays....?

Btown

3 trains and car = 1.5 hour trip AND i took all the express trains AND waiting time was a total of 4mins.

i wish i had my p's so i don't have to walk 100m in the night by myself at btown and i could get home in less than an hour. but don't worry, nothing happened.

except the train from stra to epping literally felt like hong kong. it was even difficult to take my phone out from my bag and we were so squished ):

like when people have to go out of the train to let other people out, yeh that type of squish.

i now remember which carriages are best for what:

train to newcastle passing from stra to epping: go on the last carriage so you can sprint down the escalators

for the downstairs trains to pennant hills.

and i'm pretty sure now which carriage stops in front of penno's exit.

i guess today was pretty fun. i like boardgames (: i'm just looking across to the left to see all my collection of boardgames being rejected and sitting on the shelf while to my right the wii/ps3 and other consoles which i have also neglected :'(

school.....

did people end up getting a group photo?

and i'm secretly raging at keely.

but it's ok. kindof. just a bit cut )))))):

i did nothing productive today. watched 1.5hours of Masterchef.

why do people always die in Shakespeare's plays....?

Harry Potter!!! 7pt2

it was goooooood (: better than part 1 i think. a lot of fighting but i like spell fighting.

harry potter: the only movie my family and i watch together (except for this year where we watched Tron together...)

and i forgot what happens in the book, but i guess the movie actually answers all the questions from previous movies.

when i watched no.5, i totally didn't understand what happened so that's when i started reading the books. this movie is easy to get (:

there wasn't any really funny stuff but still a few good laughs.

i like the end though (:

and i thought Voldemort would die more dramatically.....

not one of my favourite harry potters, but not my worst.

i remember like 10 years ago how they said they were only going to film 5 hp's because it would be too costly....

i shall by the dvd box set when it's super cheap (under 40 dollars cheap). i doubt that will happen....

and oporto burgers are so small ):

i'm screwed for jap.

and my night contact kind of turned into a day lens :S

i like seeing people (: 3rd time going to Mizuya in 4months.
i think the next time someone goes there, i may have to politely decline the invitation (unless they shout me and i don't have to repay the price in prezzies =D)

played bumper cars at galaxy world. i remember last year when they first opened/made it, it was like $10+ for only 5mins play.
it was fun bumping into people even though the place was pretty small.

and people's dedication to harry potter is like :O i've seen 3 photos of different people being Bellatrix and they are all sooooooo good!!!!!!
this girl full had the deatheaters mark thing. apparently she stenciled it and then her friend traced it :S  anyways, it looked quite close to the real thing.

i ran for every single train today. i hate running for trains. except the good thing is i don't have to wait which means i don't waste time (: and express trains are cool (:
however, 2 times today my trains got delayed ==
1. fixing some pipe or electrical thing and 2. it stopped in the middle of a tunnel for no apparent reason :S

i missed Masterchef today, except i could already guess that Ellie got immunity. there are times when it's soo predictable, even without watching.

got tickets for thursday(:
the amount of people watching a movie on tuesday night is just :O  as in watching a movie around 6pm.

notes are sooo time consuming ):

my eye is going weird =/

had expired jelly today. it still tasted like normal (:

i love preview (: it's like adobe reader for macs and when you find words, it has a bar showing where the word occurs the most on which page (: it's actually very helpful.
i dislike partners who don't do stuff by the set time frame ):

today was supposed to be dedicated to swimming, but physics took over )))))))):

i have used soooooo much lead in the past week, and paper....

my mum hates Ellie. i think i also hate her as well now:
-she always teams up with good people
-she is only good at copying
- she has no creativity
- she uses to her looks to get the boys to help get her food out
-she has only won one thing (which means she's not that good)
she can't get immunity!!!!
however, we suspect she will be there in the final week.
poor billy ):

first day in the holz that i didn't go out (:      (finally)
appointments,appointments,appointments

soo much food at dinner today. haven't been in ages, for church monthly dinner...
they even had a dessert table this time.

i really want my P's now. it would be ever so much more convenient.

and i wished someone has a set of chem of art notes.... missed out so many tutoring lessons :'(

3hours driving, 3hours chem tutoring, 6hours gone.
i'll rage about driving another day.

i don't know how to start extension.
brain is not functioning ):

when i saw the black sesame dumplings in Masterclass, i immediately went to the freezer to dig some out (: yum, maybe after HSC i'll attempt to make some from scratch.

my brother got a nerf gun today. it's a two in one so i get to play a bit as well (:

i can't believe at 2pm at castle hill library, all the tables were taken ): it was mostly uni students there though.... saw a few baulko peeps there. sometimes i don't like group work.....

making a slit of light is reallyreallyreally hard.

two things down on my to do list. out of like a million ==

went carlo village today, haven't been in ages.
i combined my normal breakfast, morning tea, lunch and arvo tea into one meal today.
i dislike how asians treat live fish. they scoop it out and hammer it. so inhumane. i've learnt from Masterchef a long time ago that the most sane way to kill a fish is to put it in ice.

i think physics notes are more fun to write than chem notes because half of it is based on calculations (and i don't include calculations in my notes) so it kinda feels as if your flying through note writing (:
ahhh, i haven't touched Jap yet, and it's in the first week back...

spent a good amount of my time walking around at home with heels, just for the fun of it (:
oh, i'm like renee. i read the phone scandal thing on my phone news ages ago....

i hate wearing socks into the kitchen.

nts: make scones before the cream expires....

i sat today for 2 hours staring at a piece of paper (well 3 pages of maths). mainly coz i haven't learnt anything yet.

and then listening to who got what from the Saturday class, and bitter, apparently you got top from the baulko people (Y)

i spent a good 2 hours rearranging the bookshelf. it still doesn't look right......and i went through 2 times deciding which childhood books to keep and chuck/give away. it's sooos sooo soo hard to do ): but i have to make way for my new books (:

i've been out too much.

and yay billy (((((: it's all part of reality tv....so much for "once you're eliminated you can't come back" but i'm happy for him.

nts: do not lick the cream from a spoon. must wake earlier.

also, i don't care about origin, unlike the people on facebook.
i love how M can turn into an E (((((((((:

To Do List-Winter Holidays

In order of importance:

-Write CMM and chem of art notes
- Meet up and do Eng. extension
- Do physics practical +write it up
- Study for Jap speaking/reading/writing test
-Write up chem prac
-Write up physics notes + study how to plug wires
-Watch Harry Potter (:
- Do maths exercises
- Visit circle geometry
-Tidy up book shelf and give books away to other people (and chuck all the old ones)
- Practise to park properly
- Swimmmmmm
- Read Othello
-Try to complete 30 hours of driving
-Shop moreee (:
-Go Hornsby to have a $2 boost (:
-Think of ideas.....
whilst go out with friends and possibly paintball :S

13 days to do this.

i work less productively in the holidays ):

i watched transformers with my dad today (:
i think it's the first ever movie i've watched only with my dad.
i liked it (: well, it's obviously not as good as the first 2, and the beginning was kinda a bit boring but half way through it got exciting and got exciting to the end (:
i love transformers (:

and i got new heels :D and they were on special because the only sizes they had were 5 and 11. so for once something fit me and was on special and looked quite decent (: and i like how the more pairs you buy, the cheaper each pair becomes (:
and new dress (: well it's kinda a summer dress...
and i had an oreo milkshake. too sweet, way tooooo sweet. artificially sweet. the sweetness that they put on sundaes and they hardly give you oreos and it's not healthy. should have gotten a boost before it closed....

and girls plain black trackpants are harder than you think they are to find, and be on special. i challenge you to find one.

hardly done anything today ):
my mum has known so many people who have passed away....

Church Anniversary

we keep upgrading and degrading venues.

last year we hired pacific hills hall for our combined service, year before was penno. this year was penno, maybe next year will be pacific hills again..?

they have something different each year. this year everyone had a different coloured heart, wrote their names on it and stuck it on a section of cardboard and when the cardboard is put together, it becomes a massive card of out church... :S

the piece of cake was bigger than last time (: the cake looked like a wedding cake....

people take sooo much food on their plate. the food was supposed to be a snack, not your lunch!

i went with my rents to ewood the eat at a Jap place. didn't even now it existed except here were sooo many people. well anyways, our first plate came and then our noodles and then this bowl of terayaki chicken came except it had ramen and not udon and i got upset since the other bowl already had ramen and i wanted to try the udon, so there was a mix up. my dad was very eager to eat so started spooning out the ramen from the chicken. then a waiter came and said "you didn't order this" and we're like no. so she took the chicken bowl and we saw her giving it to another table. awkies.

so someone had a chicken ramen with a portion of it taken out...

we  think the waiter knew we started eating it but i think she was ceebs to tell other people to make another bowl coz it was her fault....

so my dad had a few extra bitefuls of ramen for free (:

luckily he didn't take any egg of chicken coz that would have been really obvious that someone had started eating into that bowl....

i leant how to park like 2 months ago. i now havee COMPLETELY FORGOTTON how to park. i hope i don't end up as bad as my mum.....

but i can parallel park (:

"The Auction"

well that was a VERY interesting and different party. i can't believe it was nancy, and for once it wasn't the butler (like other murder games)

so for those who don't know, i was the president of CONS (care of newborns society) and my aim in the game was like everyone else, to be rich and find who the murderer was, and find who stole the brooch. well i failed with all that. i thought i knew who had the brooch cos someone said but apparently there were two brooches :S and i'm still confused about the three wills.....

i'm really bad at asking people to donate money. also, i had heapsssss of important info but i didn't want to tell other people since it said in bold to make sure these other people don't know that info, so even if i did trade my info for money, those other people will somehow find out stuff.....and so they did which makes me regret not giving out my info.....

i don't get how people can get so much money. how they manage to purchase 100 000+ pounds of stuff at the auction. if i was those "drug dealer" people then i guess i might have been rich....

everyone is related to everyone who works behind your back and has friends. i didn't have any allies ):

but it was very cool finding out who was the murderer. i talked to "him" at the very beginning == should have kept talking to him.....
and i loved the pregnant maid costume (:
my skirt was like a work skirt so it was veryveryvery tight...

i watched black swan today. i don't get the end...and wiki didn't help much either. it was very disturbing. soooooo nooooot like your typical ballet movie. it was twisted.

Max Brenner Catch Up Sesh (:

soooooooooooooo full. and fat.

i love catching up over food (:
we should do this at least once a month, except i never seem to have the time....
i'm still sad that we didn't finish the chocolate:

whenever i go to these places, i never leave anything behind, except for this time. maybe it was the choc-banana pizza which made me really full.

i'm kinda like the kids who sat behind me and licked of their plates which strawberries and chocolate, but not today. they should give us more fruit.....

and salt social, it was nice seeing the people from kick. i thought there wouldn't be enough meat but there turned out to be heaps of food, esp dessert. i could have ate more but i was so full from afternoon tea. i'm going to be another kg heavier tomorrow...

 my mum made cookies. i shall do some baking these hols (: (hopefully)

and maths, did better than i expected, but not "great"

i literally have nine major things to do on my to do list. like major, assessment type stuff.

and i'm still not used to the new google, even after a few days.