today we did paper dying in jap today, because she looked at us and we looked all stress, actually i think  she just looked at me and saw me stressing and then decided we should dye some paper.

it was kind of relaxing, but i won't be able to see my end result, until thursday....
someone might take mine, oh wells, and luckily i didn't get any die on my uniform.

i think i'm going ludicrous. as in, i don't know...

tomorrow is non-existant because of dance dress rehearsals ): if only everything was moved back a week late, i have to sacrifice my past-paper time going there tmr. usually i'm like (: for rehearsals, this year i'm like =/
i think i'll take my notes there.

My mum went on a massive shopping spree at michael hills today, so yay for new earrings(:
Getting sooo distracted, not good, don't want to fail...

i love hitting a ping-pong ball across the room and then watching the person opposite you pick it up (: and also, when the person beside you also does what you do (((:
sport is kind of relaxing.

approx 6 exercises behind in maths.

and i love how i can go on planet 3 on my phone which is not a 3 phone. not i just have to figure out why it wants me to pay for my news when it's supposed to be free.....

and there's is no-way i can do 2 more booklets of past papers before next week.
i need to study.
using chem as an excuse to not do physics hw (:

if some 4U people thought the 3U test was hard, that means next year. us 2U people will like, mentally die in the test.... D=

iPhone (((: (finally)

yayayyayay. it finally arrived in the post after 11 working days.

it's the third one, and a tad old but it's white and 16gb =D
and i don't mind second hand stuff, because when my uncle packed it, he used all the original packaging and it looked brand new, and the head phones plastic thing around it wasn't even opened.
i've always wanted an iPhone. like for a very long time. and the white ones are nice (:

i know the camera's crap, but now i don't have to charge my ipod and phone separately cos it's all in one (: now i can play apps instead of askinng my bro to play on his touch.
but i am not going to download one single app until after HSC chem.
i love the conveniency.

and i love pressing the delete everything option.

and now it's much easier/faster to text.

and now i haven't done any chemistry tonight.

and today every single classroom i went to either couldn't find there air con remote or someone took it, and i melted. cold showers are the bomb after dancing (: and my car was sooooo hot after 7 hours in the sun-ish. imagine summer......
i think i may prefer the very nicely air-coned buses.

and in Jap today, we spent half the time looking for the teacher's name stamp lid, which was apparently given by a japanese person. it seemed like she was going to cry. we think it probably fell into a yr 7's bag.

happy birthday dad.

i think it's the first time my bro is sharing his cake with dad.
my dad's not the type of person whose really into birthdays. but i am (: and so is my mum and bro (:

today was hotter than it looked. i walked out wearing jeans and then realised that it was too late to change.

i still can't stop laughing how they say in Masterchef "Now in fourth place" instead of "in last place"

and i received a horrible email ): one which i never thought i would get because i thought i was "non-existant"

i love watching fireworks from the comfort of my home.
i don't know why they had it though.....they usually have fire works for the Chinese mid-autumn festival thing :S and that had already past...
must be some new event....

and i just found a stack of past papers to do =/
they are sooo time consuming ):
i NEED to study hard because i'm not even smart to begin with, so i need to study doubly has hard as other people for this.

and my brother wins something every time he goes to the Maccas on Showground Rd.

no accidentally spilt blueberries today (:

mini dilemma: to have a lined spiral book or a va diary?
i really don't know.
and i don't know if i would stick my sheets in or have them in a different folder?
and today she was like "i expect you guys to have already started your journals"
internally thinking (i don't have one, nor will i think i have one after chem, i don't have time to look around shops for different books)
and "you should start to have a clear idea soon" and i'm like oh crap.
waking up at 6:45am isn't as hard when it's daylight savings cos light in the morning.

oh, and also add on to yday post: the light is very deceiving as it feels like 5pm and you have a lot of time to study, but it's actually 7.30pm and you night is like almost gone.

and i hate when there's no stock of something on the book depository site.

tonight has been unproductive ):

Time Flies

3.30-4.00pm passes the fastest. then, 11:15-11:45pm, then 9:30-10pm. then 7:45-8:30pm
also double free periods and sport lunches on Wed.
and i like how they will try to re-arrange junior classes for us english 4U.
and also when doing past papers.

went to the part of the library that i've never been before, the back left corner. it's more quite, i think, since there are books blocking of the sounds.

and i didn't waste money on phys/chem NQE's (:

and i love beeping people (:
i always seem to watch the last 5mins of Pokemon these days.....

): my $4 for 200g sweet yummy blueberries which i haven't had for months....all lost ):

and the other day, i saw in the English staff room that "The position of heat teacher at Girraween is re-advertised"
i don't want to lose my English teacher.
and we're so pov we got the whole play photocopied. that is against copyright laws.

(my computer just had a squiggly line under Girraween-lol )

and it's kind of sad how we didn't have cake yesterday since my bro and i have exams ): so there's like a cake sitting in the fridge, untouched.

had my first mango this month (:

13 days.

happy birthday Joel (my brother)

we have to worst birthdays. my birthday is during trials and his birthday is during his HSC/holidays. and he has yearlies this week.....

i was talking to people and we realised we have an extra day of studying next year, cis of Feb 29th.

and today, there was another car crash, like 200m before yesterdays. this time i kind of saw it happen cause i was like 10 cars behind on a straight road. i was going normally then everyone stopped. turns out 3 cars bumped into each other. full lisence people these days....

i have really bad nails ):

and it was sooooooooo nice to see Happy Apple today, what a pleasant surprise (((:

and on the apple store, it says you can reserve the phone after 9pm and it's not even 9 right now and the phones are unavailable :S

English rollercoaster

ok i shouldn't post, but soo much to say i couldn't resist

365 days till hsc English and i'm going to fail.
so in adv, there were three papers left and i was one of them so the highest in our class was 18 and i wasn't the one. and i was really freaking out. when there were two papers left.
well i did sooooooooo crap in that essay. she saved the worst till last for handing them out.
this time i actually thought i answered the question....apparently not....savage outside markers....
so i was )))))))))))): through period 5/6 and lunch.

then came ext. and for once in my english life this year i got FULL MARKS FOR CREATIVE :OOO so no one in my class knows except for the teacher and i ceebs telling anyone (except for you) because it's funny to see the whole class wondering who got the second 20 in our class.
i thought my story didn't make sense....
so i'm (((((((((((: for the rest of the night.
so maybe i am a creative person after all (?)  (actually, i did pretty bad in the advance one this year)
so i did all these things before 4.30pm: go to first arvo class, drive and buy shimmers, and drive home.

today, i almost had a heart attack in the morning cause there was a traffic jam and crash and i was sooo scared i would be late to school

and bitter was the one who noticed my random certificate sitting on the physics wall.

and today my mum went to buy an iPhone 4s.
but apparently people were lining up at 6am to buy them and they sold 500 on the first day and limited to 2 per customers. and my mum went around lunch time.....there are some hard core iPhone fans out there....and the Apple people don't know when they will have stock.

and now they have a new option on the apple website that says you can start to reserve after 9pm and then buy it in store tomorrow. BUT, it saids unavailable on the net, so you can't even reserve it and pick it up tomorrow.
people are reallly hardcore fans and check the apple website every second and once they said you can reserve through internet, they clicked right away.

and i love when we have new costumes instead of re-using costumes...
aaaaand i haven't touched chem tonight DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD=

forty tablets in 10 days.
it's more than i have for when i'm sick. therefore, i hate internal skin infections which turn into external skin infections.

bible study was confusing today =/

and i remember the time 8 years ago when i watched it at someone's house at cell group, when Australia WAS ACTUALLY GOOD AT RUGBY. now they just suck.

and i'm not sure if i have arvo class tmr....but it doesn't matter since i have transport so i can go home whenever i want (:

i don't want to fail chem :'(

very unproductive day :'(
i'm not studying hard enough.

haha, this is so funny (:
i'll have to try for myself when i have time....

the other day i realised my BOS no. was on my ID card....

"everyday i'm studying"
lol jks.

but i know i should.

and we get photocopies of the play. how sad. they can't even afford new books.
so we actually get the first 5 pages of the play and that's it.

how do i wake up before 7am tomorrow?

so i ended up having a different teacher because my teacher moved "up" 2 classes.
i hate how i have 5 different room for maths. what happened to yr12 having priority???
i understand why people consider to drop 3U.
i wished my mark was my rank.
except i was so scared about being the bottom online maths class cause i would have had to say goodbye to my Cambridge textbook. like my heart was pounding this morning. i was heaps worried about being in the bottom.....
i hate getting used to again, of a new way of teaching.
so i kind of moved up a class cause the previous people were mainly no.3 or 4 class.
aiming for above average.......

and the Renovators.
what cheap houses! the Blacktown house looked so nice except it was worth only 440 000 and won't even buy you a unit in Epping. it's always location which plays a factor into houses.
but seriously, the houses were all sooo cheap!!
i would have totes bought a house, if i had the money...

nts: don't go to the library during HSC period. all the tables are taken, so are most of the chairs.

oh, and i found out today who the third P-plater was. because i always wondered why there were to other P's parked in the good spots before me....

and we have the most unknown texts everrrrrr for English (except for the Shakespeare). our teacher like random unknown stuff which will be hard to find stuff about over the net ):

woke up at 8am today.
hectic morning ( i didn't speed while driving and still made it to school on time (: )

doctors then 4hours tutoring.
only spent an hour on my desk today.
so hectic day/night.

i have no idea how i'm going to wake up/get to school by 7.30am on fri.

do you want to know what i got for 3U? well, keep reading...
and my 3U mark is the worst percentage out f every single test since yr7.
not only did i asian fail, under average fail, under class average fail (which was heaps worse than the grave average) but i actually failed failed. like the REAL percentage wise fail.
my percentage are some people's marks. that's how low my percentage is.....
and the test was out of 61.
oh, and i skipped the last page which was worth 18 marks.
go figure (:

my mark was expected. i know 3people in my class who did worse than me. so i think my rank for 3U will be about 180 (me, again, making a wild guess).

yes, no more "hard" competition for 2U. i love 2U even though i do stupid stuff in it.
but it means 3U competition will increase.....

and my parents went out to dinner again with my dad's Japanese work person. and they bought back Italian pizza. yum (:

still haven't learnt anything in maths. i hope i still have my maths teacher.

Yr 12-ish

i spent my time in my car today than on my desk, great start already.... =="
but i drove to school for the first time today by myself (: traffic was surprisingly good in the morning and arvo. and i got home at 3:30. i love how i don't have to continuously annoy my mum when i have to wait for her...

had dinner out tonight cause of one of Dad's companies clients (?) from Japan....
my jap sucks): i wish someone could get all the crab meat for me so i didn't have to cut myself on the shell doing so...

oh, and my phys mark was bad, but that was expected. apparently someone got 50%, so i'm 99% sure i am second last.
this better not happen next year.
but i know why i did bad. only wrote notes then crammed the night before.
and i can't cram.
so, yeah...

so much to remember for dancing ): i don't think i'll do contemporary next year, but i still want to keep dancing so i don't become sooo fat i can't even walk....
oh, and this morning after i parked my car, i was walking up the slight inclination, and i was slightly panting, how embarrassing, like my physics mark.

i just realised i did nothing at school today.
also great start =="
and yaya for extension english game (: if everyone "co-operates" we all get ten merits each. but there will always be a person who accuses someone else....

so screwed for chem. (i've probably said this more than 100 times now)
and hurry up senior study room! i hate listening to noisy yr 7/8 in the library. i can't even listen to myself ):

my physics book is funny. i was scarp parts of some leftover Winnie the Pooh contact, so it's like 3pieces of contact on the book. it's easier to contact in parts, and there were no bubbles in my phys book (:
hectic day tomorrow.
and fb chat numbers have decreased write a lot, maybe cos of HSC which feels veryveryveryveryveryveryvery near.

and people shouldn't get iphone 4s (unless your rich and like to spend money) cause Siri is only Beta, so there's going to be a better proper one, probs in 6-12 months. (which is my wildly random guess).
but Siri is still cool (from the videos it looks cool, i think i've mentioned this a lot as well....)

Half Dough

i feel really bad for my whole family. all together, we looked over 5 stores to find my Winnie the Pooh contact. i have to get it or else i can't study (not really, but it's tradition that my maths and science books are covered in Winnie the Pooh)
maybe i should have stocked up at the beginning of the year. i remember, winnie the pooh is always hard to find, even at the beginning of the year.
i think my maths/phys books just have to survive a term until next year when i can buy pooh bear contact.

and waited 1hour at the doctor today ): but i bought my ext book to read. i still don't get it.... :S

and new printer! (: it's laser and supposed to save ink (?) and it's wireless!!! no need to move my laptop to connect to the printer anymore (: but i still have to walk to the printer ): and it can't print double sided so i have to manually do it ):
and it only prints, so we have to keep our other printer for scanning and other functions.

also, MY MUM BOUGHT ME BEN AND JERRY ICE-CREAM. so my bro was with her and their phone was running out of batteries so i couldn't tell them what flavour i wanted, but my brother picked Half Dough, which was the one i wanted (: yay, we think alike (:
it's sooooooooooo yummy. it's the first time i've had it and it is a tub filled with goodness. half dough is like cookie dough w/ choc chips and fudge brownies. the brownies are the best, i thought i would like the cookie part except i couldn't really taste it (maybe i just didn't scoop out all the flavours inside the tub) but the brownies are like 10 times better than betty crocker's (and their ones are already yum). it's soooo addictive. it's worth the $12 for 458mL. this is like 2 times the price of Sara Lee/connoisseur gourmet ice-cream which is 3 times the price if normal ice-cream.
they fill the little tub to the brim (:
ok, well i've had better ice-cream than ben and jerry's before....
but until they sell 3 Michelin hats/ 5star restaurants' ice-creams in a tub (which will be never) but ben and jerry's is the best ice-cream in a tub!!!
my brother had their ice-cream before when he went out sometime before, so he wasn't as excited as me...

i was supposed to dance for 6hours today, but i thought i would use my time to study, which didn't happen.
i don't know why i bothered to watch the Simpsons Movie on tv when i saw it at the cinemas and have it on DVD which i have watched countless time......
it's one of those movies you can watch heaps and not be sick of it (: (actually, all Simpsons episodes you can watch and not get sick of it)

the front cover of SMH was sooo cool today (:
it was an iPad, i don't usually cut out newspaper clippings, but this one was cool. the last one i kept was the dust storm a few years ago...

productivity levels die after dinner.

so screwed.
for everything.

Regretful-ish Day

I:

-regret going to the doctor early when the problem arises. next time i am going the day something happens. i can't tolerate pain inside my house, but i can tolerate pain outside my house....so right now i'm oww-ing. for once, i didn't have to wait for anyone at the doctors, last time i waited 45min =="
-regret going to Joanna's house earlier to see Happy Apple
-regret not making an effort in the one-ish game of hide and seek
-regret eating so much junk food
-regret not going swimming (even though i am in pain...)
-regret going on facebook in the morning. it lead to me watching another Apple video which was actually quite informative. Australia is getting the new iPhone the same day as the US, so for once we're not behind (: also found out there's going to be a white iTouch, with iOS 5. and other random info...like how the iPhone 4s is going to be in over 70 countries but December, and it's their "fastest roll-out" except it didn't say when HK/China are going to get the new iPhone....
-regret waking up so late
-regret sleeping so late
-regret not studying chemistry in the first week.
-regret not staying at Joanna's house to finish watching Saw1. i loveee scary movies, except i hardly watch them cause my bro can't watch them, so we never rent them ): i can't believe the guys today were scared....it's so fake....the story kept on dragging....i just wanted the movie to get to the main point....
-regret typing a long post yesterday
-regret copying answers instead of properly doing past papers. but i was copying answers and it still took me OVER THREE HOURS which means i am not going to finish the HSC exam DDDD= maybe its just the independent answers which are supppppppper long.
-regret watching so much tv
-regret browsing at phones over the internet

i usually don't do this but, RIP Steve Jobs.
i can't think of anyone who doesn't own at least one thing Apple
...
wait, i can think of two. but i can't think of ANYONE  who hasn't touched/used something of Apple's.
it's kind of ironic how he can't fully use iPhone 4s when it is almost coming to the public.

yes, and i do love Apple (:
everything is just sooo cool.
i challenge you to name one thing not cool.
even the very old Mac the school has, has a chemistry program which allows you to see the spin effect/different orbitals of elements.

(ps, price does not count. all good things come at a price)
but also from the video, iTouch's are going to be $199 US and before they were 229US. so stuff are going cheaper (: and cooler (:

so challenge on!

iPhone 4s!!!

just had a talk to relatives over the phone, and they said they heard about....

IPHONE 4S!!!!!!!!!

so i went on my laptop to check it out (:
asdfghjkl. its soooooooooooooooooooooooo amazing.
you have to check out the video about it.
or not, i'll tell you about it (:

first of all, iphone 3s in hk are still selling about $400 AU and iphone 4 is around 800 which means 4s is probs going to be about $1200 which will cost the price of my Macbook minus a iPad, go figure...

but the camera! it is finally as good as the other smartphones. 8megapixels!!!!! and the camera is (not as good) but still pretty close to my $500 sony camera.
it has 1080p video, face detection, stabiliser and you can take photos when from the volume button unlike other smartphones which you have to touch the screen to take a pic, which is inconvenient.

well i have a camera with all those features, except you don't normally see those features in a phone, so it makes iphone 4s amazing (:

and there's this new thing called Siri. it's basically you tell the phone to do something and it does it for you. like say you tell the phone a message, and it will send the text, and it can find you other info, and it can arrange your calendar by voice. basically, you tell the phone to do something and it does it, which is the first smartphone which can do that.

graphics in 4s is 7times faster than 4, i thought iphone 4 was already heaps good....

the video is sooo cool (:

like iphone 3s isn't that amazing since it only has a 3.2 mp camera, iphone 4 has 5mp, but there is a bigger jump for iphone 4s.

the outside looks exactly the same. it's like how they upgraded the Macbooks, only the inside is faster but outside looks the same.

when i go hk, i wonder what iphone 5 will be like. usually every second iphone they change the design. like 3 and 3s were the same design, now 4 and 4s are the same.

but wowowowow, inside is soo cool. now androids are going to copy Siri. it's funny how androids always copy Apple.
it's also funny how i don't own any of those phones.
i love apple (: with there unique products/apps.

for those rich guys, you can pre-order on the 7th, and comes out in stores at 8am on 14th.
just checked prices. it starts from 800bucks, which is probs like 8gb, so it would defs cost $1000+

the thing is, if people in Aus buy a smartphone, the caps which come with heaps of internet are soooo expensive. like 100mb is not enough data for smartphones these days, i think, actually i would have no idea since i don't have data on my phone, apart from the free news and planet 3 (:

seriously, watch the video!!! YOU WILL BE AMAZED!!!! ((((((((:

ps, i have been, well you can kind of say "obsessed" (but not really) with iPhones since yr 7. but wow, iPhone 4s. i am intrigued.
i think i'm over iPhone4 already (which was really quick, i think less than a year)

today, i only did one past paper ):
i don't understand how my tutor could do 20 chem past papers, which means she probs did 40 maths past papers, and in total, probs 100 past papers for all subjects which is about 300 hours and 12.5 days doing work 24/7. say you work 10hours a day, it should take you 30 days to do all the past papers. i only have less than a month to even try to attempt 20. how do people fit their time in??? now next year, i hope to start early...
i don't know how i am going to finish my stack of past papers :'(
and i need to go to the doctors, except i don't have time ): maybe i'll just live 2months in pain....

yesterday, in the space of an hour, i saw 5 police cars, and saw 2 people get caught. one of the police cars was in the countryside and they still managed to catch someone....they must have felt bored and drove into the country side.
and yesterday was the first time i watched this season of Junior Masterchef on TV.

did you know, nsb makes the guys clear all memory before a maths/chem test so the can't store numbers :/

and 100dollars for the trip is pretty cheap, i think the church paid for some of it....
also, the bus driver for the Gilgandra trip was Christian, and so were the people who owned the motel we stayed at (:
so it wasn't awkward for the bus driver to have brekkie/lunch/dinner with us.

i can't believed i spent 30mins on the itouch today. time really does fly when your having fun. no wait, time just flies in general, even now for school. in 365days, i will be fully stressing. hopefully it doesn't turn out too bad..

i wished i read faster....
and i wished i slept earlier. i have been lacking sleep since friday, like no jks ):

Gilgandra Mission Trip

internet!!! this may be a long post.

first of all, saturday morning, we were supposed to get to church at 5am.

we woke up at 5am =="

it's because my dad forgot to turn the alarm on and my alarm didn't work and my brother doesn't have an alarm and i fully got ready and finished packing in 10mins then my dad couldn't find his wallet and i didn't want to drive cause i was half asleep so then my mum drove, and we had to drive fast or else we might have missed the bus and then my dad would have to drive us there for 6 hours.

so luckily they just finished packing and arrived at church at 5.25am and we made the bus (:

basically, Gil is mainly an Aboriginal community and we went to an Aboriginal church, except the place also had white people. compared to my church, their one is tiny, but we went there to do the kids program based on God's creation and how the wise man built his house on a rock. apparently they had a festival in town, so not many kids came this year compared to last year. the songs were really nice, and so were the skits and games. i helped in craft and a bit in games. the craft was soooo cute.

the aboriginal boys play very rough, as in they tackle each other, and yesterday morning the children all wanted piggy backs. i'm too lazy so i didn't piggy back anyone (:

their town is really cute. they have a church bus which goes around the suburb picking kids up. their services are really informal, and if you want to sing you just go up to the front to sing (: and everyone their is sooooo enthusiastic. and they had a talent quest on Sat night, which was quite cute. we all thought it was just a music service, but they started to give out prizes and said it was a talent quest...

i think the journey was nice as i could see Christians of different race/background, have fun with the kids, and learn more.

there were many halfies, and they are all so pretty (:
the food the aunties made were sooooooo yummmmmm. for every single meal, i ate 4 times what i normally eat at home.
so i am now fat, and i still haven't gone swimming yet.

the bus was 5 stars (: it was nice singing Christian songs with people playing guitar on the bus, and mafia on the bus was fun (:

i bought work to do there, as in stuff to study, but i was soo busy/tired i didn't touch it ):
i have done ZERO chem DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD=
and behind in my reading list ):

the maccas "1 in 5 wins" is not true. in total, me and my brother had 5 of the I Spy things, and none of them were instant wins ):
but then again, a week earlier, my brother won 3 things in a row...

and my phone is so tank-it can last 4 days without charging it
and my camera can last 3days without charging.
i didn't use the intensely, but they still lasted me for the trip (:

home sweet home (:
i really hate losing an hour of sleep, it still affects me like 24hours after...